It used to be:

And then it was:

And now it is:


Oh wait.
Just three more papers before I can say the 'And now it is...' part.



Just for the record,
I'm in love with Glory of Family / Family's honor.
But there is no way I can watch it
except to wait for it to air.

And the one thing I'm horrible at
is being patient about my drama episodes.
( Psst. My whining's torturing my sisters! )

But I dislike viikii.
And the only way to watch that KDrama, eng subbed,
is through viikii.

Gah~!



Anyway, Aiba's 'My Girl' is really sweet.
It makes you want to see the relationship develop.
But that's near-last on my list because it's still airing.

Like I said, I'm very impatient about my drama episodes.



And I drama-deprived.
No, make it still-deprived-of-time-for-dramas.


Ooh. But I'm also slightly motivated to clean my room.
Like I said, time and time again to mum,
" After Os!! "


Anyways, I think guys should watch JDramas.
Oh, I don't mean be a fan(guy)
I mean get tips from JDramas.
The variety works too.

Those with little segments on how a guy should surprise a girl.


Maybe I should make it a dream to marry a scriptwriter.
Of Japanese romance dramas preferably.
Hahahahaha. Only if he's as romantic (and cute) as his work.

Big dreams, huh?

Gee, will post a proper dedication once exams are done.

With my sister and peter's birthday coming up soon,
now that's 4 presents. Hmm..

My sister says
" [Narimah], don't come out ah. "
And closes the door.
Hmm, curiousity.


Btw, Syafikah gave me an interesting article to read last night.
Oh and finally I know the difference between Jealousy and Envy.
Jealousy: Fear/Anxious etc. of losing something that you own.
Envy: The want to acquire or prevent others from acquiring something that you dont own.

Not that I was wondering much.




Today is slacking day. Tomorrow is studying day.
Hence, time for JDramas.
It helps get things out of my mind.
This feeling: I'm not running away if it isn't chasing me. It's called being ignorant.

I think that I should really, really..
Forget certain things,
Eradicate certain thoughts,
Throw away certain ideas,
Erase certain wants,
Annihilate certain hopes.

For it is all wishful thinking.
Right?

Prove me right and not otherwise, please.



For I should very much really focus.




Ah. It's the exam period and I'm not studying.
We'll just see how things turn out.

I seriously think I wont be disappointed with my exam marks.
Not saying they'll be high. Otherwise, in fact.
Afterall, I so hope to be rid of these wishful thinking.


I have this sudden fascination for astronomy.
It's temporary but, I still want to go to one of those big museums
Like in J a p a n or something
where they have huge telescopes that let you view outer space.

I think that will be really romantic.
But I'd like to go alone.
I'd like to watch a movie alone too.
Haha. Right now, I disagree that two heads are better than one.

Get the hint?


I suddenly want to be left alone.
Although I miss talking to someone.
And he's just a friend(:







P.S. I LOVE the starting for Galileo: The Movie (JMovie)..
Although as mentioned there, LOVE is the epitome of illogical.
Haha. *Agrees!!* [Therefore it is a waste of time.]


And this song! ♥

I'm tired.

Of confusion.
Of failing. Constantly.
Of having to put up an act.


I do care but you backed out.

To the person whom i said
" Your head ah! "
to this morning..

I shall not let you have the satisfactory of thinking
that you are one of the people i am envying. Haha.
In other words, I confess. You're right about what you said.


Now, now. There's no need to gloat.



Release of MT O'level results today for the rest of the Sec 4s.
Wasn't able to be there with them as they receive it.
Had to attend HMT class. o( -.-"')o

To those who got a B,
but you were aiming for an A..
be grateful.

To those who need to retake.
Just have a little bit of faith and keep praying.
You can always try harder.

To those who've achieved their targets or better,

CONGRATS!!

And here's something interesting someone said.

Me: Eh, how much you get?
XX: B4. *shaking head*
Me: Not bad what. I also get B4 last year.
XX: No good lah. 4 years I study only get B4 for what?
Me: I'm worse okay. Higher Mother Tongue summore.

Haha.



Had English Oral today also.
Easy topic, baybeh.
On climate change and helping others.
I was there asking for sympathy marks ah. Haha.

Picture and passage was on flooding.


Then waited for the rest at the back of the hall.
And since we couldn't have chem practical,
Ms Loke told Twenvin it'll be on Friday.
Then we all tricked Haoren saying that
we have to join Mrs Eng's class after oral.

Hahahahaha.


ChinWee lent me a book.
I'm scared I'll be too engrossed to do any other work.
Oh and he wanted me to read it
but at the same time, he was spoiling the story for me. -.-""

To him only:
It's a deal that if you get above B4 for English,
I'll blanja you.

My previous post number was Nemu-naechan's PSLE aggregate score. Haha.

Aah! PSLE!
If only O' Levels was something compared to it.


Today, I hate blog-hopping.
Today. Haha!
Well, it made me irritated.



But anyways, nothing can beat the thing that made me happy this week.
It had something to do with the twig I pointed to Nabilah
on the way to RP yesterday.

But a lot of scary stuff too.
Well, fine!
Just one.
But it's enough for a long time.

Stay healthy, Syafikah!



I am really, really in the anti social mood.
Leave me be?

Maybe I should change my template
to mark my s i x t e e n t h..



. . .



Then again, maybe not.


Thanks ya'all♥

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My nose suddenly started running.
Haha. Funny or what, that sentence?
In order words, I suddenly have a runny nose.


I want to finish all my work by tomorrow.
I'm debating if I should go Library or something. Tomorrow.

But I want to go to an isolated place, please.
NO distractions at all. Sigh.
I suck at completing work. Urgh!
Distractions come too easy for me.


Went and bought bubble tea with Nabilah just now.
After so long(:
Note: after SOOOO long!

And then felt sleepy during the oral workshop. -.-""


I need somebody who has all the time in the world, to teach me.

Apparently, it's the only week I can afford to type that.
Other times, I'd already be in bed by now.


Night study starts next term.
Such things, ah?
This already feels like the last term sehh.


Something got me demoralize all of a sudden.

I dont want to graduate.
I seek comfort in familiar places.

No, not that.
I dont know what the thing is either.


Out of randomness,
I'd indulge in narcissism
if only reality wasn't such a wuss.


Motivational talk today.
They said that if I want good grades,
"Don't wait for good grades to drop from the sky to you. Do something. "

But what do I do if I want miracles instead?


Haha.
I'm feeling very smart-mouthed right now.
Screw me lahh, can?


This post is all about randomness.