Ah, it's been so~ long since I actually blog.

Entering poly really isn't as fun as people think it is.
Or at least, not for me.



Change.


I know it's not necessarily a bad thing.
But when I personally don't like the change I see within myself,
it for sure isn't at all good either!

Well, at the very least,
learning psychology helps me understand what the heck is going on.


But still...
everything's a mess and I don't like it!
I don't like it at all!

Shouldn't I be over Erik erikson's 5th stage over development?
I'm pretty sure I got that covered in secondary school.

I guess there's a reset button
and I accidentally pressed it!
Then again, seeing as to I figured out what the button is,
I guess there's no choice but to start from square 1.

A little slow, though.


And I'm pretty sure you can even see the change in my writing!







P.S. Dear friend,
I wonder what it'll be like for you to fall in love.
I know this is random, but I want to watch you with your partner!
I think the observation activities in school is turning me into a potential stalker!
Anyways, until then, let's continue being friends!