My Fairytale-world

Questionable.

2011-10-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

Oh my god.
Lacking in experience.
I need to do something about this.

What?

But isn't it troublesome?

Maybe I should really start doing troublesome things.

Wait, what?
What am I saying?!

Majide?!

Let's start and end with stabilising.

Update

2011-10-05T12:05:00.003+08:00

Lately, I'm so lazy to take a shower.

I'll only enter when it's way past time.
I don't know why I don't just go in immediately after waking up anymore.

There's also the possibility of
still have not showered at this time.

It's the second-last week of holidays
and the mood is just kicking in??

What am I talking about?
The holiday mood is always in.

I need to start doing stuff soon.

because Arashi is forever relevant.

Appreciated, Thank You.

2011-08-17T11:14:00.003+08:00

This is bad! My current mental state is bad! I don't usually type out one irritating paragraph that just turns people off from reading but this sucks! And currently I can't be bothered. I don't know whose fault it is but it definitely felt like mine. Can I blame you? Technically, I can. I should blame you for not saying anything earlier. If you had, I would've done something about it. Even if it was a subtle complain. I would've cos even if I don't act like it, I take things to heart. No matter how subtle of a hint it is, even if you may not even mean it, I'm the type that if you say you don't like it even as a joke, I'll take it seriously. That's just me. I think I probably get insulted very easily. If you're not Syafikah, Asyraf or Faizah, anything negative you say even as a joke, I'll probably take it seriously and get insulted, even if I don't show it. Even if you're my mum or my dad or my sister or anyone who falls into the category of my supposedly close person. But you, you just shut up. You don't even give a little hint. So technically, I can blame you. But heck, you're supposed to be the innocent one who tolerated all these crap. So from a third person's perspective, I'm unreasonable and I don't appreaciate your effort at all, and I probably am the worst person on earth to actually want to place the blame on you. Fine, it's my fault. Fine, I'll do it on my own. I won't rely even a little bit more on you, I just won't. But I really despise the way I got to know that you're actually tolerating things. And I really despise the fact that this didn't stay merely between us. So, thanks. But this is exactly one of the reasons I don't want to have any social interaction whatsoever. It's freaking annoying. Everything is.

Don't make it worse, please.

Questionable update.

2011-08-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

It's frustrating.

Mixed emotions.
I don't want these.
I want those ignorant moments I have.

Honestly, I'm perfectly fine not caring.

I've never been the type that cares.
Maybe that's why Neen is my bias,
but as far as I'm concerned,
ever since sec 1 up until now,
I really don't like troublesome stuff.

This is annoying.
The speed of it is irritating.

I'm probably just deprived.

I'll get over it.
Like I do almost always anyways.
I'll get over it.

Now I just need to be given that opportunity.

Oh, hello school holidays~!
What perfect timing!

Now if only I won't go to school almost every day.

What is going on?

Understand.

2011-06-03T01:17:00.003+08:00

You told me not to care,

You've told me more than once not to care.

but what will happen if I really don't.

And no, I'm not talking about you, Syaf.

"It's my problem. You don't have to care. I'll settle it."

Why?

I'm just trying to help as much as I can.
What's wrong with accepting it?

After all, people stick their nose into things they care about.

Of all the times we talked,
Of all my opinions I've shared,
How much of it do you take seriously?

How much of my feelings reached you?

Try your best.

Have you really?

You may not like me after all.

Intrusion.

2011-04-11T21:18:00.004+08:00

Despite being friends,
I do not have the confidence to go to you crying.

What does that mean?

run away.

2011-04-09T15:03:00.003+08:00

A sea of confusion.
What now?

I feel like being poetic.
Only so as an excuse for noboody to understand.
Not saying I will. or can.

Excuse me while I dwell in my own world.

Point.
Far.
Checkpoint.

When you've lived for 17 years
the only way you thought it was meant to be...
what are you supposed to do when you realised
that that isn't entirely true.

Run.

Troublesome things are troublesome.
Maybe it IS my fault.
But then again, maybe it is because of that,
that I became this way
and that that is why, it possibly became my fault.

What about me?
What about me?

My fighting spirit?
Hikikomori.

There's no more left.
It became too crowded.
Clautrophobic at a whole other level.

Just one.

Or none.

The rain would be nice.
Horizontally.
Blue right in front.
Quite close too.
A carpet and a cover.
Kaze.

All that's ever needed.
A walk to an orchid.
An oasis.

Freedom of thought.
Freedom and thought.

Growing up sucks.
There's no more excuse.
Naivety.
Acceptance.

If thought is good.
And good things end.
Where does thoughts end?

There.

Destination.
Why?

maru

UPSET.

2011-03-19T20:16:00.003+08:00

I thought I'd blog.
About time right?

Not like it matters much anyways...

Lately,
Or rather, apparently...

In the current time and generation,
the world these days...
I feel that the proper meaning to the word listening is lost.

Let's say for example,
despite being friends,
no matter the duration...

sometimes, only one person shares,
but sometimes both part shares...

but nobody listens.

I wonder if the world is too caught up with themselves?

If your friend is talking to you...
How much attention to it do you pay?
How much thought to it do you put?
How much of it do you properly remember?

"But because we're friends,
we want to have light conversations and silly talks.
Those kind of things are not necessary when so."

Who decides?
And who then do you have serious talks with?

"We do have serious talks when something big comes up."

How much of the conversation is you talking?
How much of the reply is given with straightforward honesty and proper thought?
How much of the other party's opinion do you understand?

How often can you be straightforward
without worrying how awkward it will be?

I wonder what is with this blog post?

Ouji.

STUDIES~

2011-02-20T13:35:00.002+08:00

When you can't make logic of the teacher's powerpoint slides....

There's really no motivation to try!

I really, REALLY need to kick this bad habit of mine.

Sigh!
Exam tomorrow.
This sucks.

I miss JUMP.

Hisashiburi!

Osashiburi~

2010-12-12T14:56:00.005+08:00

My god, yesterday was FUN!

as expected, 04Achievers09 are the best~
Hahahhahahah, I would want a reunion as frequent as often...
and I would still NOT be sick of them!

In total, about 24 of us came!
But what's with the monopoly card game craze?
Oh well, 04Achieve is always into some game or another...
from Pokemon to Stress...
hahahahahhaha, what DONT they play?

Everyone's still a kid, which makes play with them really fun.
Or even just watching is enough...
o(^,-)o

I feel happy tired.
It's like, I'm so happy that I'm tiring myself out.

I'm really grateful and guilty.
It is really my fault that the bbq is held in the hot hot weather...
well, I cant control the weather...
but because of me, it's at the hottest time of the day.
Screw curfews>(

Guys, next time don't schedule the event on my behalf.
I'm really grateful about yesterday,
but now I feel really, really guilty too! o('~')o
Heh.

Anyways, my partners in crime didn't attend.
Faizah, I insist that, unless it's your own wedding,
you do not need to attend it! (easier said than done!)
Ahahahhahahhahaha, unless you care about karma.
(Hey, if karma happens, then just make a small wedding for your own! o(x_x)o)
And Dayang's been having bowling practice at all the wrong timings~

Oh well, it was still nevertheless very fun!
Cos i think i most probably am a bbq-virgin before yesterday!
hahahahahahahahahaha, given my situation,
i'm pretty sure it's understandable...

Anyways, waiting for yesterday's pictures now...

Stuck.

Updates

2010-11-28T17:22:00.002+08:00

I feel very relaxed.
Then again, it doesn't mean that I really am.
In actuality, I really have a lot to do.
But gosh, the holiday mood sure came early for me~

Let's see.
I have to complete:
1) Stupid mahjong paper project
2) Revision notes for [Intro to lifespan psych, intro to social psych, intro to astro-navigation]
3) Workshop plan project
4) Cleaning up my room!

Hahaha, I wonder if it seems a lot at all!
But it really is!
Damn, I really need to organize my schedule.

I guess I have to go to RPlibrary like soon!

But with a schedule of everyday except thursdays ending at 5 pm,
and weds to fridays ending at 3 pm...
when will I ever?

sigh~~
weekends?

but lately, I'm too lazy to leave the house if I dont have to.
Cos it's already a chore to think up of what to wear for school,
I dont want that burden on weekends too!!
Haaaaa~ time to do something productive now...

If my blog reflects my current situation,
I've definitely lost almost all my vitality then...

KAWARU

2010-11-16T20:21:00.002+08:00

Ah, it's been so~ long since I actually blog.

Entering poly really isn't as fun as people think it is.
Or at least, not for me.

Change.

I know it's not necessarily a bad thing.
But when I personally don't like the change I see within myself,
it for sure isn't at all good either!

Well, at the very least,
learning psychology helps me understand what the heck is going on.

But still...
everything's a mess and I don't like it!
I don't like it at all!

Shouldn't I be over Erik erikson's 5th stage over development?
I'm pretty sure I got that covered in secondary school.

I guess there's a reset button
and I accidentally pressed it!
Then again, seeing as to I figured out what the button is,
I guess there's no choice but to start from square 1.

A little slow, though.

And I'm pretty sure you can even see the change in my writing!

In all the meaning of honesty.

P.S. Dear friend,
I wonder what it'll be like for you to fall in love.
I know this is random, but I want to watch you with your partner!
I think the observation activities in school is turning me into a potential stalker!
Anyways, until then, let's continue being friends!

Well, hello...

2010-10-24T19:54:00.003+08:00

So...

Semester 2 has started.

Other than that, I feel a change about it.
I don't like it.

Then again, change is inevitable.
And we do things we don't like all the time.
- sigh -

I also feel like I've lost my vibrancy.
Whatever happens to the
" Cheerful and sociable girl who gets along well with her peers "
as described in my report cards
for the past, like, TEN years.

I guess after TEN years,
a need for change is called for, huh? - sigh -

I don't like it one bit.

Well, at least learning psych has helped me to understand it a bit.
And accept it more easily.
Still doesn't mean I'm all too happy about it.

If this change that I am seeing
in me and my friends,
is what it means to grow up...
I never want to go into adulthood.

Failure to remember.

Osashiburi~!

2010-10-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'm really not in the mood to do much anymore.
Ah, this sucks!

Also, I have to get myself back in the mood for school.
Expecially since I have to reach school by 8 a.m. on three days.
Which means I have to leave home by 7 a.m.
Which means I have to wake up before 6 a.m.
Ah, this sucks more!

And now, not all of my classes are in the same building!
I actually have to go somewhere else.
Like on the almost other side of campus.
Ah, this sucks way more!

Okay, fine.
Waking up way earlier is the worst.
Gee, forget the order!
*Rambling~!*

Oh well, I'll try to concentrate more in school.
I'll try!

Ganbarimasu~!

Last week of holidays~!! o(TT.TT)o

Like Finally~!!

2010-08-11T15:59:00.005+08:00

Firstly, after intending to for so~ long,
and dozens of cancellations,
okay fine, so dozens is an exaggeration...
but f i n a l l y, I watched Inception today.
A l o n e .

A plan that has been thought of since before my birthday
was finally, finally executed.

And about the movie,
if you think about it carefully,
it all really boils down to one thing.
One very little thing can change a person's life.
Even the absence of one word.
Or two, in the movie's case.

And another thing that I have been dying for
since 1 month and 4 days ago,
excluding the anticipations before the official release, is...

Hey!Say!JUMP's FIRST ALBUM, JUMP NO. 1

Yeah, photo's taken by Qtaro,
~~hence the quality is quite low.~~

But anyways, I love how Qtaro = HSJ Album = First Everything!
Hahahahahahaaha, what I meant is,
and I'll only be explaining Qtaro's part,
that Qtaro is, for example,
- My first laptop
- The first to play JUMP's first album
/etcetc which I refuse to say! o(x_x)o

Anyways, this is how happy I am to finally get my hands on JUMP NO. 1

I entered HMV at around 10:30
and immediately went over to the Japanese segment.
And then, I saw HSJ's Romeo & Juliet CD [For HnS single]
and went "E~hh?!!" thinking it's sold out already!

Determined to prove myself wrong,
I check behind that disc and found
JUMP NO. 1 RegularEdition version and went "Phew!"

Then I looked further behind,
~~ignoring the other Romeo & Juliet CD~~
and picked up another RE version
as well as a LimitedEdition version.

Holding all three in my hand,
and neglecting my purse on the shelf,
I literally went "Eh? Doushiyou?!!"
to myself as though I'm talking to someone.

And I was like
"Which one? Dochi ga? Dochi? Doushiyou?!!"
simply put, fretting like crazy, in front of the shelf.
I wonder if the guard that saw thought I was crazy.

When I finally decided to buy the LE one,
and my decisions change at a speed of a snap I tell ya,
so when I decided on the LE one for more than two snaps,
I immediately made my way to the counter.
Why? Because I know I'll be wanting to change my mind again.
o(x_x)o

Anyways,
I guess the reasons I bought the LE one were because
- Despite preferring the RE picture booklet,
I like Inoo's "Minna, Daisukidaccha!" for the LE message
- The word 'Limited' justifies everything, no?
I mean, if I were to buy 1 now, and could afford another next year,
the likelihood of the LE one still available next year is not really there.
Hence, 'Limited' is like = 'Special and super rare'

Hahahahhaha, I'm being a bimbo, I know.
But I will definitely remember this day, eleven august twenty ten, ten thirty nine a.m.!
Was what I was telling myself whilst walking out of the store!

Also, I can't help smiling throughout my journey to AMKhub
that I felt like an idiot and couldn't do anything about it.

After purchasing my inception ticket,
I even almost fell on the escalator (don't ask me how)
when I was going down to use up my spare time before the movie.
And I felt like I didn't know how to operate the elevator to,
and then gave up controlling the buttons, letting the other dude do it.

And saying "one ticket" to the movie counter...
can really give a proud feeling.
Like, 'Hey world, I'm independent!'

And yes, I know I'm being a TOTAL IDIOT
and a huge nut case,
but it's cause of Hey!Say!JUMP yo!

If it's Hey!Say!JUMP...
don't mind don't mind! o(^.^)o

Also, between getting my handphone stolen,
and my Limited Edition JUMP NO. 1 stolen,
I'd choose the first one.

Between JUMP NO. 1 and my I.C. ....
I'd cry like crazy if I had to choose !

Cos if I lose my I.C., My mum'll kill me like there's no tomorrow!
Heck, she'll kill me like there's no TODAY! or even yesterday?
So yes, that's how much I value it!

P.S.
Yes, I got lazy to edit somewhere in the middle!
Also, Inoo and I share the same fav HSJ single! o(x_x)o

11 August 2010, Wednesday, 10:39, 49.95

Oh, yeah~

2010-07-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

No, not the olympic cheer !!

Anyways, yeah,
Happy Birthday to me~

I ditched school just now !
And thank god none of my classmate knows about this blog.

Hahhahahhahahha, shh~ !! o(^,-)o

Yeah, so anyways...
woke up at 7, complaining.

Hahahhahahhahahhahhaha,
cos that idiot of a bubberducky told me she'd come over at 7.30
so i thought that if i went back to sleep, i wont wake up.

In the end,
she came at 8 !!
o(x_x)o

Oh but, whe I open the door,
she was holding a cake with one candle outside.

And a passerby uncle wished me happy birthday. o(-.-)o
Thanks?

And then she passed me my presents as well as
splotch whipped cream onto my face.
Oh-kay !

So yeah, she stayed for 15 mins.
Even so, I am very grateful to have met her after so long !!

I want to meet again very soon.
This time, longer please.

Then after that, blahblahblah.
Went to watch ' The Sorceres's Apprentice' with my first sis.
Thank you for the treat ~!!

Then immediately after,
met up with Syafikah
since she promised to treat me Seoul Garden !!

It was my very first time o(x_x)o
And boy, was I full !!

Thank you !!
For the treat AND the card and rose !

Then, with lots of time to spare...
we went to watch 'Despicable Me' on impulse !!

Hahahahhahahha, on impulse, I tell you!

And that's like, TWO movies in one afternoon !

Oh me god!

Anyways,
yeah, what else?

I'm just very grateful to evryone who wished me Happy Birthday !

Because they were from the people I know who genuinely care about me.

Except for the random uncle, amongst others.

But thank you very much!

I feel like I've said 'Thank You' too much today!
But, I seriously dont know how to show my gratitude, otherwise!

Arigatou~ !

P.S. Blogger pics wont load. So tomorrow, maybe?

Ima wa • mou • ugokanai sono to~ke~i~

2010-07-25T12:55:00.005+08:00

A few days ago, I watched this theatre performance at the Esplanade.

It was in the exact same room
as the room that we watched Kaleidescope.
1 to 2 years ago.
We, being me and my secondary school schoolmates.

So I watched Mercury.

But I shant talk about the show.

Instead, before the show started,
they were playing 'My Grandfather's Clock' in Korean over and over again.

Firstly,
My Grandfather's clock is my FAVOURITE childhood song.
I know the first two verse and the tune by heart.

Secondly,
even though it is in Korean,
it doesnt sound like it was sang by some Korean boybands
that are so overrated in Singapore,
no offence.

Therefore, I have nothing against it.

Somewhere near the end of the show,
the actually played the Japanese version of that freaking song !!

My Grandfather's Clock + Japanese language = double love ♥♥

So yeah, I googled/youtubed it when I got home !
And damn, was the Japanese version hard to find!

Lyrics ♥♥

Japanese Romaji okina noppo no furu dokei ojiisan no tokei hyakunen itsumo ugoiteita gojimanno tokei sa			English Translation This big tall old clock is my grandfather's clock for one hundred years it was always running My grandfather was always proud of it
ojiisan no umareta asa ni kattekita tokei sa ima wa mou ugokanai sono tokei			The morning my grandfather was born the clock was bought Now the clock will run no more
hyakunen yasumazuni chiku-taku chiku-taku ojiisan to ishhoni chiku-taku chiku-taku imawa mou ugokanai sono tokei			One hundred years without stopping tick tock tick tock Along with my grand father tick tock tick tock Now the clock will run no more
nandemo shitteru furudokei ojiisan no tokei kireina hanayome yattekita sono hi mo ugoiteta			The old clock that knows everything is grandfather's clock When a pretty bride arrived The clock was still running that day
ureshii koto mo kanashii koto mo mina shitteru tokei sa imawa mou ugokanai sono tokei			Both happy and sad things The clock knew all Now the clock will run no more
ooh grandfather's clock ooh grandfather's clock			tick-tock tick-tock tick-tock tick-tock
Ureshii koto mo kanashii koto mo mina shitteru tokei sa ima wa mou ugokanai sono tokei			Both happy and sad things the clock knew all Now the clock will run no more
mayonaka ni BELL ga natta ojiisan no tokei owakare no toki ga kitano wo mina ni oshietanosa tengoku e noboru ojiisan tokei to mo owakare ima wa mou ugokanai sono tokei			In the middle of the night the bell rang of my grandfather's clock The time to separate had come it had shown us all My grandfather was rising to heaven Separated from his clock as well Now the clock will run no more
hyakunen yasumazu ni chiku-taku chiku-taku ojiisan to issho ni chiku-taku chiku-taku ima wa mou ugokanai sono tokei			One hundred years without stopping tick tock tick tock Along with my grandfather tick tock tick tock Now the clock will run no more
ima wa mou ugokanai sono tokei			Now the clock will run no more

from here

I like this lyric translation best
since they translate sentence by sentence
rather than use the english version as the translation.

I actually understood ! o(^.^)o

It snowed~!!

2010-07-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

I wonder why most of the time, i type
' one-word no elaborations for-personal-understandingas '
my titles.
Hmm...

MediaFire is showing the symptoms of PMS-ing.
Gaaa~h! Screw it!

No, no !!
I highly depend on it!
sigh, I have to let Qtaro 'exercise' !

Anyways, how's school/work people ?!!

Gosh, it's so sad that I hardly have time to meet my friends.
Well, to be exact, we have time.
But our free times dont clash !! o('n')o

And plans have to be postponed,
for a few number of times. o('n')o

I want to go back to EvergreenSec.
And not alone, or with 1 or 2 people.
I want the whole batch shoved back there.

Or at least, people who I can name. o(x_x)o

I have a whole bunch of project to complete.
Now, that sucks.

I admire your freedom,
but you give me this feeling
that you admire our perseverence.

Different paths.

Be glad in the path you're leading yourself in.

Always someday. Never today.

o(@.@)o

2010-07-19T13:37:00.003+08:00

Oh, hello blogger.
It's been such a long time, hasn't it?

Well, fine.
Maybe not really since it hasn't been a week apparently.
But I really thought that it has been a long time.
Hmm~

JUMP NO. 1 Rocks.
But let's not go there.

I'm not seeing much joy in life as of late.
Well, not implying I'm suicidal or anything,
but I really miss people I have fun with.

Not being forced to see those people every single weekday of my life,
turns out to be way less fun than how boring i thought it'll be.
Gosh~ ! Now, that sucks.

So what have I been up to?

Stalking Hey!Say!JUMP online, what else?

Seriously, I cant see the 3 years passing by in a flash.
It seems like I'll suffocate to death before that happens.

And I cant imagine me thinking,
"Oh, that was some nice 3 years~"
because it's only half a year
And I'm already searching for a plot of land to start digging.
A grave.
For me.

Unless I can shoot everyone irritating with an UZI
and then throw a celebration of peace.

Yes, I cant get over that sentence
And ridiculing the fact that glittery people exist.

What the hell? Kirakira~ ?!!

Gratification? o(x_x)o

2010-07-13T20:03:00.003+08:00

Today, someone said something that made me very happy.
Even though it is a known fact,
isn't it good to be able to hear it said out sometimes?

To that person,
Thank You. I hope to see more of you.

Yeah, so today was blahblahblah.
Seriously?
I will not have anything -other than fangirling- to blog about.
No scratch that.

I will have nothing school related to post about.

Becausebecause.

And once in a while, miracles happen.
But KFC is not a miracle, dear Syafikah.

So today's miracle is...
I took the train home with Hao Ren~

Miss teasing this guy.
Cos in terms of language, I rule over him !!

Well, as of late,
I am able to be thankful of the wonderful simple things in life.

And for that itself, I am thankful.

Realise everything.
Absorb everything.
Analyse everything.

That matters.

Thinking itself is a blessing.

Oh the life I used to have~!

2010-06-30T00:09:00.003+08:00

Homeworks can no longer be ditched because the only ones I ever get are assessment papers.
That means they're assessed. [DUH !!]
That means I have to work hard throughout the year. o('n')o

Even though I'm procrastinating now,
since I have Inoo Kei's picture as my msn avatar,
msn-ing gets me motivated to stop procrastinating!

Because this guy,
and since I already spammed the previous post with his pics,
I shan't do that again as much as I'd love to,
but this guy...

since he got into university,
somehow seeing his pic makes me think
"I should also work as hard as him !" o(x_x)o

伊野尾慧さん

"A very university student outfit?"

わたしもがんばります！

Curry rice~!!

2010-06-22T18:48:00.005+08:00

Shit! I'm out of prepaid.
Oh well.

Today is 伊野尾慧kun's birthday.
You read that as Inoo Kei!

Hoohoo, picspam~!!

This Meiji University student is 20 already.
And because he is the silent camwhore of Hey!Say!JUMP,
he deserves a p i c s p a m for his birthday, neh?

silent camwhore = limited screen time but hogs it everytime he spots it !

Hiitomi no Screen's PV Making of has a lot of his scenes can.

And I reallyreallyreallyreallyreally want Hey!Say!JUMP's JUMP NO. 1 album!

Anyways, I've bombarded every single stuff of mine
with this abnormally pretty boy's face.
Just because it's his special coming-of-age day!

And I'll keep it so for a whole week.
Or two!

And have I mentioned that he might've overtaken Yamada's spot? o('~')o

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

Keep talking to the camera, boy.

Okinawa~

2010-06-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

I know I havent posted anything relevant or logical for quite a long time,
so...

scratch that, i mean BUT....

this post isnt any different! o(x_x)o

Here's a few random sentences that if I were to tell you the meaning,
you'd go "Seriously?!!! Geez, not like it's true/gonna happen!"

So... I shall keep the meaning to myself.
But I have to post the sentences because keeping the meaning is as much as I can do!

I have until the age of 32 years old! o(^.^)o
I know the secret to that figure! o(x_x)o
I think we are very similar. I wonder if this will be a problem, neh~?!
I think sending a mail is very fun.
I want to try walking more.
I am still in love with sneakers but have none currently. o('n')o
I will get a whole collection in my own hands!
I cant start with 'I's anymore so I'll shut up now.

I want also~!!

RESEARCH~!

2010-06-17T02:20:00.002+08:00

Thanks to FFs, my image of the very princely Yabu Kota is now...
That of someone who will do a good job !!

Inside inside joke.

Just because I can.

2010-06-13T23:21:00.003+08:00

Just because I can...
I'm going to ask for unreasonable birthday presents.

So here's my ~~bloody fucked up~~ wishlist.
「Even though it’s more than one month away !!」

Firstly, I would really love to get:
Hey! Say! JUMP's very first's album: JUMP NO. 1

Which will be released IN JAPAN on the 7th of July.
Therefore, it will make it just in time.
After shipping and all.
And you can pre-order it HERE

By now, somebody should already have plans to shoot me.
And in case nobody does...

Secondly, I would like to get:
A Japanese mobile phone,
Preferably NTT Docomo Panasonic P-01A. WHITE.

Which costs a whopping $640.00 inclusive of unlocking the phone and shipping and everything.
And it can be easily purchased HERE

Any plans yet?

To purchase rather than to shoot me, I hope.

Finally, I would also love to get a netbook.
No wait, scratch that.
Maybe an iphone.

As much as I hate touchscreen,
I need the net 24/7
and having a netbook, as accesible as it is,
it cant get me great connetions everywhere, I'm guessing.

Then again, neither can anything.

So in conclusion,
the main stuff are the first two.

Dont make me choose between HSJ's FIRST album and a jap handphone!

Then again, I'll get neither.
So why get my hopes high, eh?

This post is just to motivate me to study hard so I'll be rich one day.
And to give you a rough idea of what I want.
Basically, anything japanese and useful.
And JUMP NO. 1 is considered useful, kay?!!

You have no obligations to get them for me,
but if you don't, I'm no longer speaking to you for the rest of my life!
Or something like that. Haha o(x.x)o

Okay fine, I'll still speak to you.
But i'll just have this everlasting grudge !!
*got bricked*

Okay, I wont have an everlasting grudge,
It's just that you'll be my most favourite person in the world if you got them for me!

sigh!
o(x_x)o

I am so purchasing JUMP NO 1. since at least it's affordable to me!

Tsk! [Warning: You DONT want to read this!]

2010-06-11T22:58:00.003+08:00

Well, thanks.

sigh.

I think I'm on crack.

To whoever who took that literally,
it was a joke so please dont try and get me arrested as much as you hate me.

But I've just been very hyper (but not in a positive way) lately.
And I have a feeling, it's cause I'm depressed about something.

Well, fine.
Depress in an exagerration.
Let's just say, an uneasy feeling has been bugging me.

And on top of that, a girl's crucial pain...
next to child birth (maybe? I wouldn't know. I've never given birth!)

And on top of that, sigh...
it's like seeing someone you want to be acknowledged by, not acknowledging so.
Except in my case, it's the opposite.

I'm weird.

Haha, and on crack!
(Please read above just in case you're mainly scanning through)

Geez!

I need to isolate myself from the rest of the world.
Fuck, as though I havent done enough of that?!!

Who cares, I'm pissed, I conquer!

Tsk, Facebook sucks and is definitely NOT a necessity!
All it does is spam your bloody inbox.
Hahahahhaha, serves you right!

I have to do fucking projects.
Let's all hope to god that I have the mood to do it tomorrow.
Urgh!

Shit happens. Today's diarrhea day!

Except maybe catching up with syaf.
"Cos he's bloody Singaporean and I'm bloody single for the love of it!"

Point A and B of that sentence have no link to each other,
so please dont think I'm a flirt.
Not like I care what you think.
But I'm just not ready to deal with crap that comes with social suicides.

If social suicides had no consequences, I'm talk to myself outloud in public.
Cos then I'd be left alone(:

Like I said, on crack!

And also, fangirling is the bloody best.
It's NOT a drug.
It's fucking therapy.

Then again, it could be a healing drug.

Cos not only was INOO's solo line for SCORE
therapeutic on THE BUS RIDE HOME today,

The start of my on-crack hyperness was...
HSJ's LiveStage performance on MusicStation !!
(Where I get to see InooYama;
two VERYVERYVERY PRETTY people can give me the feeling on crack;
then again, not like i know how it feels like!)

Today's conclusion: FANGIRLING IS GOOD FOR THE HEALTH !!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~HH !!

2010-06-09T14:21:00.006+08:00

OH. MY. GOD!!

Last week's music station's HSJ LiveStage just TOTALLY KILLED ME!
and I'm in school o('~')o

And now I'm revived to watch it all over again only to die again to be revived again and the cycle continues.

Onlookers will think I'm weird but...

I shall TRY to contain my excitement.
I mean, trust me, I know how weird people can think you are if you fangirl OUTLOUD!

My Kpop fangirl classmates are superduperuber weird~

I LOVE InooYama.
Not so much as a pair, because I think InooBu is the BEST OTP! [Pun intended?]
But when you put InooYama together,

It might be JUST me but I see the surrounding to be VERYVERY BLURRY!

I mean, what's the use of the background when
you have two VERY PRETTY people at the front.

I predict an InooYama picspam coming. o('~')o

2010-05-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm having thousands of second thoughts about watching Ninomiya's GANTZ.
Like millions of thousands.

But it's Ninomiya~

School tommorrow):

I hope you're right.

2010-05-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

In every relationship, there will definitely be changes
between how one treats the other.
Otherwise, would you not say that the relationship did not progress?
That there is no opening up, learning about, and getting comfortable with the other
to be able to show their true selves.

I dont think change is to be complained about
but rather to be looked forward to.

Whether you can accept the change or not is another story.

But if you cannot,
does that not mean that you've not learnt anything from the relationship?

As open as someone very close to you might be,
there will always be times of refrain.

Therefore, fights, criticism, opinions, blunt remarks,
is always the quality of a relationship, no?

Anyways,
ONOW Project next two weeks.
*sigh*

LOVEs Tokujo Kabachi !!
[Especially the super love ending]

But anyways...
I think the character Tamura Katsuhiro is CREATED for Sho.

Or maybe his acting got better?

No wait, it's definitely MORE TO that being CREATED for Sho!

Back to reality,
bloody packed schedule.

Just get it done and over with already.

KICK IT !!

2010-05-25T21:28:00.002+08:00

Anyways,
I dont get it anymore.

It's a period of time where I wont remember it in the future.

Hardly at least.

I wonder.

I think you're just waiting for something to happen.
Isn't it about time you take matters into your own hand?
But what is it that you should do?
I think that thinking about that itself
is taking matters into your own hand.

Also I gave something a thought.
- Something -

Like autumn
even in falling
falls slowly

Kimi ga 'daijoubu' tte ieba atashi wa kitto daijoubu de.

Kimi dakara.

I'm posting rather too frequently, arent I?

2010-05-23T15:28:00.002+08:00

I've heards news and everything about the Live-action movie "GANTZ"
adapted from a manga.

Well, of course, as an Arashi fan, I would've noted that.
(Because loveable Nino is in it, yeah?)

But like any other japanese movies, I never enquire about their release dates.
Due to reasons such as subbing, etc.

But since I got to know that GANTZ is showing in Singapore...

Isnt telling us all this when you're only releasing it IN JAPAN like NEXT YEAR...
a little TOO mean?

A~h! Now I cant wait.
And then I wont remember about it.

Things that make me wait for too long also make me forget about them easily.

But since it includes Arashi,
I have a feeling it'll be brought up frequently enough!

GOOD!

Next year?~!

It's a new world, kagayakidasu.

2010-05-23T11:40:00.002+08:00

Let me try to figure things out for myself first.

Right now, everything's in a mess.

What's important?

You don't need a customary "Gambatte"

WARNING: JE Fandoming~!

2010-05-21T23:27:00.003+08:00

Lately...

Honestly, I havent been doing much.
But because I'm waiting for a certain download to complete before turning in for the night,
I guess I'll blog.

Anyways,

Let's talk about KAT-TUN.
Okay, scratch that.

I meant, Let's talk about KT-TUN + Akanishi

Honestly, I prefer KT-TUN.
But that's just me, okay?
But somehow, I seriously think KT-TUN gives off a nicer feeling.

Like...
It is almost undeniable that the main focus of KAT-TUN
is Kame and Jin, neh?

But Kame gives off the feeling that he wants to share the limelight.
Like in a "Please support the WHOLE group and not just me."
Kind of thing.

Well, Jin...
you can infer how I feel about him.

So yeah.

And somehow, I have been getting a fresher feeling from him.
From Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge too.

Honestly, I didn't really want to watch that show...
because Kame bore me from Gokusen 2 to 1 pound Gospel.
I'm not sure about release dates,
but i watched this two around the same period.

Somehow...
I like the feeling I got from Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge.
One word: FRESH~!

Hahahhahaha, that is seriously the only word to describe the feeling Kame has been giving me lately!

Also, I really have to write this.
What's up with Jin and his solo acts? Tsk!

And with KT-TUN now...
I feel that everyone's getting equal treatment.
Like I said: FRESH~!

On another note,
i just finished watching Arashi's " Making of 'Monster' " video.
30th single.
11th Year.
Woah.

That almost an average of 3 singles per year.
But then again, that's 2 singles for this year already!
Woah.

"The non-stoppable boyband Arashi" indeed.

This part is not worth mentioning because it's the most obvious thing in the world
But Arashi is just love♥, neh?

Anyways,
other than the fact that Hey! Say! JUMP will be releasing their new album this summer,
I've heard nothing else from them.
Not even guests appearance.
Why?

To keep us under wraps as long as possible I guess.

Next, let me talk about something I rarely talk about.
NewS desu.

Lately, Tegoshi has been catching my attention more and more.
Hahahahahaha, but his appearance has changed too since tegomassu's appearance on SDK!

Is he going for the cute personality, perhaps?
Otoutou mitai, neh?

And I'm loving my Jap class.
But I keep making mistakes. Tsk!

In the end, barely anything is about me! o(x.x)o

Reflection: The things I'm missing.

2010-05-03T20:53:00.006+08:00

I've lost all sense of security.

I passed by Evergreen Sec just now.
Like every other day from and on the way to school.

Went home walking down the long stretch from the corner bus stop
all the way to the traffic light at the junction.

Since it was almost dark,
I suddenly remembered walking home with Nabilah
(and sometimes Asyraf)

Especially during the night study period.

Nabilah~ !!
When are we studying at RP again?
Or doing our bbt project?
H~nn?

Faizah's birthday just passed!
Lately, I've been losing track of time!
I remembered your birthday though.
I just forgot to get you a present.
Cos thoughts like "Oh well, still got 10 days more!"
When it might've been actually only 7 -
those thoughts keep happening.

Narimah needs to organize her schedule more frequently~!

Crap, I just did that a few days ago kay? sigh.

I miss debating with Syafikah.
And passing classroom notes with her.
And saying a rebuttal only to realsie it's not related
and going "okay, okay, FINE~! My bad! Sry ah, I mixed this and that!"
Cos that somehow frequently happens. o('~')o

I also miss sitting at PCCG till the evenings
despite having a curfew to attend to.
But since -the area beside the staff room-
has become a nice replacement,
I now miss that place instead.

But the point is staying there doing homework,
being taught by teachers, being forced to complete incomplete work,
sleeping, listening to music and singing with weird faces,
and etc. etc. cheap thrilling there.

I'm pretty sure Syafikah find the
"cos you cock-eye mahh"
incident especially funny and unforgettable. o(x_x)o

I miss being the ONLY one counting for warm-ups during PE.
I miss turning to Dayang to give a smart response to what teacher might've said.
I miss Hsiang Yi buying me milk. o(x_x)o
I miss playing street soccer with the class.
I miss calling Hao Ren horse. But now I call him stalker, so whathell. Hahahha!
I miss sitting on tables.
I miss Mr Yeo's ability to make me yawn the moment he steps into class.
I miss Mr Yeo's Physics lessons.
I miss running with my all from one place to another.
I miss stall 2's nasi pattaya and maggi noodles.
I miss stall 6's chicken porridge and rice
I miss JEfandom-ing with Kelly.
I miss debating with shaun and forcing him into losing. o(^.^)o
I miss McDonald Breakfast during tuesday mornings.
I miss ganging up with Dayang against Airil (all in the name of fun)
I miss talking in weird accents with Hana in class.
I miss Hana's ability to awe me.
I miss brownies!! *shoots self* o(x_x)o
I miss Hao Ren's weird antics -why me who always sees it?- in the labs.
I miss cheap thrilling during NCDCC.
I miss asking for games all the time during fall in.
I miss slacking away even though it's games time.
I miss going for KFC breakfast with Nabilah , Jessica and Zuliana.
I miss Zuliana's pervert stare, weirdly enough.
I miss teasing Rin-chan but I'm meeting her almost frequently enough.
I miss getting bubbletea before reedials and after school.
I miss going "Henshin!" and "Clock up!" with Rin-chan before or during MT class.
I miss bumping into Glenn after humans class and him saying "Eh Narimah, didn't see you!" as implication that I'm short in a i-find-it-weird manner everytime he said that.

I miss stopping myself from procrastinating during do-assignment-in-class time in Malay class
only to fail and give up and wait for teacher to ask if we're done
and say "no!" and have her give us do it at home!! o(x_x)o

I should stop now right?
That's a pretty long list right?
Hahahhaha, trust me.
The actual one is MORE than that.
Including things I should NOT include. o(x.x)o

I have seriously lost all sense of security.

H ~ nn!

2010-04-28T14:19:00.002+08:00

I finished a manga in two days.
It was a nice manga.
And it's still ongoing.

For god's sakes, I hate waiting!

Anyways, school was...
school.

Hahhahaha, not deep at all.

And I find Facebook more annoying than
I've ever found it to be in the past.

I miss my Secondary School friends.
I feel like they're really my 2nd family.
Even if it might be one-sided.
o(TT.TT)o Hahahah.

Yesterday, someone made my whole day
just by tapping me on the shoulder EARLY in the morning.

Someone I havent seen for what I consider to be a lo~ng time!

Also, I miss the fact that we dont have a form class.
No wait, I mean classroom.

Cos sometimes, you just dont want to go anywhere during break.

Well, let's talk about school.

Even though during the open house - and whatever -
said that we wont be studying deep into psychology

but that's what we're doing.

Yappari, studying = eating more.

Let's just hope that when school breaks come along,
That habit kicks itself out!

Lately, nice statements I thought of to blog slips my mind the moment I want to post it):

I lost to a guy at doing laundry! o(x.x)o

2010-04-17T15:25:00.002+08:00

On second thought, I really shouldn't give it much thought.

Cos things will just naturally fall in place.

Right?

Also, I applied for a Foreign Language class.
Naturally, that'll be Japanese, no?
Hahhaha, I love SP! *Teary-eyed*

Oh crap.
In time to come, I'll only get more annoying.

Especially since I'm in DADP.
Where everyone tends to unintentionally and just naturally bring out the dramatic side of you.

Btw, PRETTY NAILS!

Also,
I guess I should stop this here.

Will spring let this flower bloom again?
Haru wa mata mouichido kono hana o sakasetai no deshouka

Conclusion: Suki! o(^.^)o

2010-04-14T21:08:00.002+08:00

Today was fun.

It was very tiresome,
but it was ultimately fun too!

Well, in case I havent told you already,
my school, CASS (school of Communication, Arts & Social Sciences),
had mass hip hop dance today!

I like the fact that the school is VERY HYPED UP!
Even the teacher said something like..
"Do what you do best; which is make noise!"

But when our senior was presenting a serious matter,
our whole school was SUPER SILENT!

YEAH!

Also, everyone was enthusiastic and sporting about it.
Which makes the whole event a total success.
And a total fun!!

And CASS totally supports inter-~~course~~diploma relationships!
So, it's like the WHOLE school is very united
despite being in different course or class!

And ignore that. o('~')o

So yeah, today rocks!
Made lots of new friends from other courses also.
And learn new moves.

Ok, I'm very hyped out right now.
'Cos the adrenaline is still... rushing? Hahhahah.
Ok, it's already decreasing now.

And talking on the phone with Rin-chan,
I realised my voice has gone hoarse.
Haha, thanks to the multiple cheerings!!

Ok, I'm not in the mood to edit.
HAHA!

CASS rocks!!

I'm not sure yet; mada jikan desu.

2010-04-13T23:07:00.012+08:00

A good way to start, no?
I think this is very hot.
And sexy.
And gorgeous.
And to-die-for.
And you get it that I love it!

And the picture below is for Syafikah's viewing pleasure.

Anyways,
Today was a very eventful day
of randomess acts.

I felt like it's been quite some time since I picspam.
And because I keep taking all this picture,
tsktsktsk!

Anyways, so to end this very short blog post:

This VERY COLOURFUL picture is one of my favourites.
Out of many! o(^.^)o

The older sub-group.
Hostto Kurabu? o(X.X)o

The younger sub-group.
Otona mitai! o(*.*)o

And also because I can:

Gearing up for a weird tomorrow! o('~')o

credits: porvilai

I want to be prettier than a rainbow!

2010-04-12T23:26:00.001+08:00

Inspiration from Ninomiya Kazunari - Niji;
There's the lines that goes something like
『The rainbow is very pretty, right?』
『Yes, but you're prettier.』

That's just a brief translation.
It's not even the exact words.
But it IS sweet, no?
Even though it does sound nicer in Japanese.

Orientation today.

Nothing much.
Just the SPICE software.
Bleah.

Starting time was 0830 hours.
But I got a bit lost with a newly found classmate.
Thanks to the construction works. o('~')o

And then it ended at 1000 hours.
At that time, I'm pretty sure evryone felt it was an abrupt ending.
Nyahahahaha.

So anyways,
I'm sometimes the type of person who goes
『Maybe I should do -this- and -this-』
in my head.

And before getting intoa conclusive, definite
『Yes! That's exactly what I'll do!』
I end up doing it.

In other words,
sometimes I just do things without thinking through it fully.

So I did that just now.
Hahahaha, I must be the most random person on earth.

But anyways,
there were 4 of us going down the hiltop stairs.
And then I just randomly turned and asked
『Are you guys free right now?』

Hahahahhahahahahha, guess what my ridiculous idea was?

Well, so anyways, I asked them
『'Cause there's this sort of awkward atmosphere,
do you guys like want to sit somewhere and have an
introduction session or something?』

HAHA, yes! I initiated something like that.

I know I told myself that I should approach people,
and not just wait and not care like in Sec 1,
but isn't that TOO random?
HAHHAHAH, I love myself.
But I'm no narcissist.
- not the point -

So after 10 - 15 mins,
which is a TOTAL estimation.
I'm not sure if it's even near.
But after that,
boarded the train with one of my classmate to Woodlands.
She alighted earlier though.

I think I'm hyper today.
I wonder if she thinks I'm a weirdo.
- Probably -

Hahahha, after which
walked aimlessly around CWP
and headed to Hana's house.

Hana has Wii!
Wii! Wii! Weeeeee~!

Hahahahaha, played lotsa game with the reluctant Rin-chan.
Nobody scored even a single point for baseball.

And jumping, hopping and dancing around for boxing was worth it.
Cos I beat Rin-chan in all 3 rounds.
Hahahhahah, after that played Tennis alone cos Rin-chan was tired.
Even though she lost. Hahahhahaha!

And then for the first time,
I used a massage chair.
Hahhahaha.
Massage chairs can make you feel violated!
o(O.0)o

And then after some other stuff, went home.
Hahahaha.

Today was the start of something new.
On second thought, it's not new at all!
It has just not been done for ages.

What the hell is Narimah talking about?

Today is the start of...
many early mornings.
o(-.-")o

Dedspite all that hyperness,
I'm now too lazy to edit!

Qtaro can get really heavy after awhile!

HappyHappy! In bliss~!

2010-04-07T01:05:00.003+08:00

Watching Hidarime Tantei EYE!

YAY, Yamada!

Fangirling aside •••
ah, that's slightly difficult since I SWEAR
that show aims to offer as much f a n s e r v i c e as possible!! o('O')o

Anyways, at Episode03 now!

I like Ainosuke-kun and Sayama Sensei's relationship.
Suki! Suki!

Also, I think Yuma might have been the cause of being slightly ticked at EP01 & EP02.
Maa, ii ka!

I think if there was a gesture that could make my heart skip a beat,
it would be guys running for a purpose.

Hahaha, I LOVE running scenes!

Such as MatsuJun's in Gokusen1
Or Ikuta Toma's in Maou
Or Yamada Ryosuke's in Hidarime Tantei EYE

In other words, I'm glad Yamada is in a detective show again.

I know, I know! I've complained about that.

But I have a fetish for running scenes. ~~Shoot me!~~

Also, seeing Yamada run not only makes me feel like running
throughout the show and the next 30 secs only
but also, I realised that I havent bought a sneaker in ages!
I think I might buy one soon.

It looks pretty on that guy! *Jealous!*
Haha!

Pretty sneakers, soon! What's yours?

I think Inoo and Yabu broke up!):

2010-03-30T15:53:00.002+08:00

Whatever you do,
ignore my title up there! ↑↑

I'm in the mood to use emoticons. o(-.-")o

Okay, not anymore.

Thing is, I'm not fickle-minded.
I just have a defeatees attitude.
And I couldn't care less if that's a good thing or not.

Anyways, you really dont want to be asking me what I've been doing.

Or in others words,
I've been spending lots of time with Qtaro.
And filling her up so that she gets f a t .
And unhealthy):

I'll fangirl now.
Slightly.
While waiting for a certain procress to finish.

I'll fangirl fully somewhere else, ok?
Bear with me this 'slightly'.

I like how HS7 is a special supporter of JVolleyball.
Well, countries bigger than Singapore have this Nationwide games, right?
~~Like NBA, Football states and all that.~~
Well, HS7 is...
guess what? I've decided I shouldn't bother to explain it here. HAha.
~~Maybe some other time.~~

But I'm not a fan of Volleyball.
Thus, Japan might be the ONLY country where I'd pick Volleyball as my CCA.

But if you're curious as to what I mean by 'special supporter',
google up 'Haruko' or you can torture yourself with THIS.

But anyways, as the special supporters,
they got to release a new song.
This after HSJ release a new single.
And this after a 1 year+ hiatus.
And this thanks to Johnny focusing on NYC. o(-.-")o

Okay, moving on to my next point now,
I like the fact, after all that, HSB gets their own song too.
So it's fair.

And it's YY HSB member's lyrics!

First comes everyone.
Then comes the younger group.
Then followed by the big brothers.

And yes, I should shut up now.

But before that,
I like how Yamada's "technical difficulty" at the performance of
Haruko's Ganbaretsugo! goes almost unnoticed.

And that EVERY SINGLE MEMBER HAS THEIR OWN SOLO LINES!!

Well, HOORAY for that!

Alright, alright, I'll shut up!
Geez!

Went swimming with a duck today!

SPREE~!!

2010-03-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

Went to school for enrolment on Friday.
Bought a Fujitsu laptop.
It was the cheapest there.

I wanted a white one, but the value-buy is only available in
... pink.
Which was almost the same case with my LG IceCream Handphone.
When it was purchase, the shop I went to
... only had the pink one left.

And in both cases, I wanted the white one):

Oh well, at least the keypads are white.
And I love the keypads ♥♥

Anyways, after enrolment,
went with my mum and sis to bugis.
Well, town basically.

And after that shopping spree,
today I went to spree at CWP's pasar malam.

Gee, I spent a lot today.
I wont spent anymore until school reopens i guess.

I won't! I won't!

That's it.

Totally loving the idea of owning my own laptop! ♥

Hols update.

2010-03-24T11:51:00.003+08:00

Lately, we're into GReeeeN.
I wonder why.
Well, there's no denying they're nice, though.

Also, I like this paragraph.

The currently-unstoppable boy band 嵐 proved their domination once again this week, with their latest single "Troublemaker."
In its first week, the single sold 542,000 copies, setting a new sales record for this year.
Last year, 嵐's "Ashita no Kioku / Crazy Moon" also broke the half-million mark in its first week.

AHAha.

Anyways, I cant wait for Friday. Heehee.

Brief update?
Marathon-ing JIN with my sisters nightly.
Going swimming with a duck tomorrow.
Yesterday was the worse day of my life.
Well, that's an exaggeration.

But I swear the next time I see that person,
I'm gonna ask that person to not go to SP.

Well, I'll swear I'll try to at least.
But I'll probably back out at the last minute.

And you cant blame me.

That person gave me a shock last year!
A traumatic shock.

Haha, I love exaggerating.

Also, due to my itchy hand, my toe hurts now.
I'd like to post a gross picture of it so thatyou can literally see why yesterday sucks,
but that's too troublesome.
Mendokusei nah!

I think soon, people might get the impression that pink is my favourite colour.

But in truth, it's currently white !!

Now what?

2010-03-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

I'm addicted to Arashi's Troublemaker.
Which is considered Arashi's pop-iest song ever.
Haha, alongside Happiness.

Anyways,
I was thinking what I should blog about.

Clicking "new post" without ideas suck.

But anyways, here's the random thought that occurred in my head:
Yesterday, mum cooked my favourite dish!!

HAha, seriously Narimah?!!
FOOD?

Yeah, what else is as interesting aye?

I want everything white.
White is officially my favourite colour.
Well, technically, it isn't a colour.

It isn't!!
Go read some physics book if you dont believe me.

Anyways, yeah.
I'd like to marathon through HanaKimiJapan soon.
*hinthintsyaf*

BooBooBored!

Celebration! Fireworks! Yay!

2010-02-24T10:38:00.002+08:00

Received a package from SP yesterday.
It contains all the documents we have to fill up and details and such.

Oh God!
When was the last time I used a pen?

Haha, my handwriting will be awful!

Anyways, yeah.

Poly tuition fees suck!
I'll leave that to my parents.
Sorry mum & dad.

Listening to Arashi's Troublemaker (BayStorm rip)
It's so familiar~!

Ah right.
It's the theme song for Tokujo Kabachi.

Ah, watched Hey!Say!JUMP's appearance on Ousama no Brunch
They had to compete amongst themselves
in a game of:
" Famous JE Songs Intro Quiz "

When Arashi's - Happiness was played,
yeah, Chinen guessed it!
And he said: " When it comes to Arashi, I'm an Otaku!♥ "

Haha, you can't beat him, syaf!

Yeah, whatever.

I want to watch Hidarime Tantei EYE,
Tokujo Kabachi and Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge already.
But not all the episodes have been subbed.
And I suck at waiting.
So yeah, let's ... wait.
sigh •••

Newsig! Woots! なrimah♥

Arashi: "Kokoro nusunde orera wa hannin."/ We are the criminal that stole your heart. Rocks!

2010-02-23T17:43:00.003+08:00

Strangely, the mood to blog is back!
Woots!

I'm hungry!

Haha, anyways guess what?
My nails are long again!! o(^.^)o

I'm still hungry!

Anyways, I cant wait to get my own laptop.
And bombard it with all the HSJ and Arashi stuff I LOVE!

Okay, I should really think through that plan before I crash it.

More importantly, I cant wait to go to SP.

Ah! I'm starving.
Mum's still cooking dinner, so yeah.
I have to wait. o('n')o

Yay! Watched Hitomi no Screen PV.
Downloading the Making of.
Meaning I can watch it soon.

And I'm addicted to Arashi's "Attack It" since forever.

Anyways, yeah.
I'd like to post about my life since most people around me dont do fandoms.
but there's nothing to post about.

Cos it's the holidays.
And what am I doing?
Housework and slacking.
End of story.

And I think Inoobu is so cute.

I mean, I'd like to go off now cos I'm starving.
Which makes my motivation to blog go down.
So yeah.

I wont edit.

To call someone blind in Malay is to call someone a pig in Japanese. Holy crap!

I want to sleep instead despite the time now so I dont care about editing!

2010-02-10T12:15:00.006+08:00

If I have a daily supply of JE mags,
I might not need anything else.
In other words, JE mags cancels out my drama addiction! o(O.0)o

But someone needs to translate them! Haha!
Oh well, I'll just treat them as picture books!
~~I mean, HEY, what can I SAY, I am JUMPing for joy!~~
Okay, that was a lame pun!

Anyways, went to Kinokuniya then to Vivocity with Faizah yest.
It was her day off and since she missed me so much
(who wouldn't?!)
We went around strolling together.

Hahaha, sounds weird.

Anyways, I cant wait for school to start.
I miss having something to attend to regularly.

Not having one is making me gain lots of bad habits.

Like I always set my alarm at 0730 hours.
But to no point.
Since I dont have an appointment, I end up going back to sleep.
Till it's 0930 hours.

Haha, I suck.

So yeah, now I'm going to picSPAM on Inoo Kei (Pronounced Ino Kei though!)
Cos he's my 2nd favourite Hey!Say!JUMP member.
Or 1st alongside Yamada Ryosuke! maybe.

OMG! I just updated.
But someone said they saw cobwebs when viewing my blog.
Gosh, that person really needs to learn to feather dust their computer.
And learn to take care of it and keep it clean!

"Curry is the best!"

SP ROCKS!

2010-01-27T09:30:00.003+08:00

Haha, i know, i know.
I haven't even step foot there as a student.
But it rocks for giving me my first choice, nonetheless.

On our new school:

Nurul Syafikah. says:
*HAHAHAHAHA
*DONT FLIRT AH
優花 NarimaH says:
*see first ah.
*HAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

I was only joking of course.
Seriously joking.

Haha, I'll always love the irony behind that.

I cant wait, btw.
OMG! I'm so excited!
And I want to wear heels to school everyday.
Haha, ~~fake tall~~.

April is so far away!

Drifting~!

I'm in love!

2010-01-19T08:37:00.004+08:00

I think I'm neglecting this blog.
I'll try not to.

It's just that,
during the Os period, it was:

" Ah! There's so much I want to type out but there's no time! "

after the Os period, it was:

" Ah! There's not much to type out despite having so much time! "

Haha, ironically idiotic.

Anyways, went out yesterday with my juniors.
Apparently, they had a half-day thanks to us
for doing very, very good for our Os! o(x.x)o

Had lunch with Regina, Ridzuan, Salonee and IsmahFariz.
(I like IsmahFariz's name but I'm not sure I spelt it right. Haha.)

Then went shopping with Ridzuan before his HMT class.
To buy presents and stuff.

I'll tell you this; I'm in love !!

Haha, with the heels I bought.
To be specific, they were wedges.
And despite what anyone says, they're gorgeous!
I insist! Period.

Anyways, my sis gave me her LG Ice Cream phone.
And plus, I've topped up.
So that totally rules out abusing any phones for a while.
Haha.

Also,
Girls blogs can be really, really funny and make me think
"Minah, PMS per?" LOL.

Retail 'therapy' rocks! And Syaf might need it soon.

Now what?

2010-01-12T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hahahahahah, Narimah has become an idiot.

Anyways, personal jokes aside,
Monday wasn't a sucky sucky day for me.

Well, I'm gonna "boast" about my results
hence, any of you who don't want to read it,
well, should basically not read it. hahahha. o(-.-")o

Well anyways, it was way way way way way better than expected.
I expected a 19 and 23 or something.
But my L1R4 turned out to be...
THIRTEEN!!
With a far L1R5 of 20.
Uwahahha, it's sort of a joke.

Cos everyone else with an R4 of 13,
usually got an R5 of 16 or something.
Muahahhahahaha, I ROCK, I tell ya!

Anyways, here's how very much happy I am.
When Ms Loke was giving me my results,
I heard what she was saying,
still remembers it,
but didn't analyze it.
In fact, I think she might even thought that I was so eager to LEAVE!

I saw an A and went to Syaf without even knowing what's it for.

Turns out, I received...

English - A2
Humans - B3
E.Maths - A2
A.Maths - D7
Comb. Sci - A2
Malay - B4
HML - D7

Yeah, I'm sorry for being the bitch that disappointed Mdm Norhayati.
But WTFreak? I was so sure I'd get an F9 for A.Maths

Like that post said, Life has a HUGE EGO.
Not towards Syaf though.
Who predicted that I get 13 (as an example)
and not an F9 for A.Maths.

Anyways, did some research tonight.
So, here's my twelve choices:

One: Applied Drama and Psychology @ SP
Two: Creative Writing for TV And New Media @ SP
Three: Media and Communication @SP
Four: Logistics Management @ NP
Five: Integrated Events and Project Management @ SP
Six: Leisure and Business Facilities Management @ NP
Seven: Business and Social Enterprise @ NP
Eight: Experience and Product Design @ SP
Nine: Interior Design @ SP
Ten: Biomedical Science @ RP
Eleven: Millenia Institute
Twelve: Horticulture and Landscape Management @ NP

10, 11 & 12 is slightly donno which should come first.
12 is very.. considering.
GAWD! Picking 12 courses is a chore!

So yeah.
That's basically it.

Anyways, I think if you get good results,
and you cry,
you're just being a bitch to those who didn't achieve near good.
Well, at least you're just being rude.

I'm sorry, I'm inconsiderately rude today.

The last of me diary o(T.T)o

Where I've been.

2010-01-08T20:59:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year.
I guess.

What I did?
Marathon Bad Family.

I'm addicted to JDramas.
Everybody knows that.

And at times like these,
these, of course,
referring to times that make me super nervous,
I'm thankful for the ability of dramas
to help me escape from reality.

I hope Monday wont be a super duper sucky day.

Well, it's just another way of saying I hope I have acceptably good results.

Also, it's weird passing by school.
Like it started without me.
And it's totally okay so. Haha.

Liar Game rocks!

JDrama rocks like nobody's business!!

Life. And my rants on it.

2009-12-10T22:32:00.004+08:00

Life has a huge ego.
Everytime you think it can't get any worse,
life will insist on proving you wrong.
Haha.

My friend whined that on her way to work,
she got sandwiched between two aunties on the train.
Thinking that that's the worse it could get,
life proves her wrong...

and sandwiched her between...
two uncles on the way home from work. o(>.<)o

And just a few days ago, I thought to myself:
" I want mail. ... Nah, I won't get any."
And I got mail yesterday and today !! o(^.^)o

Saying that makes me seem like a shallow person, ne?

Syaf might find this familiar but..
Anyways, I went out to buy lunch just now.
The weather is great today.
There's a lot of light breeze.
My hair was gently blown all over the place.
It made me feel like a covergirl o(>.<)o

Yesterday and today, my sisters and I did some painting.
We painted the bedroom doors brown.
It was originally green.
In words, it seems weird. o(>.<)o

We are also painting the living room.
It will be painted GREEN !! o(>.<)o
I feel that green sounds much better on walls than on doors.

Anyways, the walls are currently blue, pink and yellow.
That is why it is usually associated with a dollhouse. o(^.^)o

Anyways, in today's episode of Famous Princesses,
Park Hae Jin's character wears spectacles again.
I like him in specs ♥

Park Hae Jin in specs!
Cute right? o(*.*)o
*Silently squealing* o(>.<)o

Yeon Ha Nam X Na Seol Chill
I seriously ♥ this couple !!

Park Hae Jin X Lee Tae Ran
They even won the best couple award for the show.
o(>.<)o

Park Shi Hoo X Yoon Jung Hee
I also ♥ this couple.
Lee Kang Suk and Ha Dan Ah
in Glory of Family.
But that's a whole OTHER show entirely.
o(>.<)o

Yes, It is weird that I am ranting on KDramas.
Like I said, life's a bore.
An egoistic bore. Haha.

And yes, I NEED JDRAMAS !!

Flailing is a very nice drug. o(^.^)o

Random + Babbling = Rambling !! o(^.^)o

2009-12-06T00:27:00.004+08:00

It's really boring at home.
Although it isn't the least bit quiet.
After all, there's usually someone in the house.

However, with a limitation to when i can use the laptop
and the availability, or lack thereof, of things to do
the house becomes a very dull place to be in.

I would really like to go out with my friends occasionally.
But once i took one step out,
I usually feel like turning back immediately,
locking the door shut without leaving. Haha.

That is how lazy Narimah has become. o(x.x)o

Also, my days are constantly filled with KDramas.

Uhn, no. Not as much as that sentence makes it seem so.

Channel U has this daily segment for KDramas and I watch them everyday.
Mainly, well to be precise I should use the term 'only',
Famous Princesses and Glory of Family/Family's Honor.

Although Syaf watched Glory of Family and went:
" I hate it lah," or something like that
only cos she didn't understand it. Haha.

But ironically instead, I'm going to post pictures of:

Nishikido Ryo
Only cos he's just so irresistibly hot !!

And so cute, too !!

Narimah has become SO lazy; so much so to bother customizing this post.

Interesting things run through my mind lately.

2009-11-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

Ah~!

I knew I should have followed my better judgment.
Now, I'm googling all over just to find a streaming site for the raw
Note: RAW episode number 5 of Shokojo Seira.

Even though I know I wont find it. A~ah!

Yes, I'm a freak this way.
It's how much I canNOT live without JDramas.

Take away my handphone, my msn, my money, my almost everything..
but just leave me with constant supply of JDrama with subs
and I'll be the happiest..
ah before that..
dont make me leave my seat AT ALL..
and then I'll be the happiest in the world.

But I dont mind msn-ing with people while watching.
WARNING: LOTS OF TYPOS WILL OCCUR! o(x.x)o

A~ah!
Now that I can't find ep 5..
What should I watch?

Othros no Inu?
Otomen? Nah, it's viikii. So that's arnd midnight.
Love Game? Looks interesting but depressing. Quiz Show alert.
Smile?
Tokyo DOGS? Ah! Incomplete.

Or should I like catch up with
Supernatural?
Fringe?
Gossip Girl?

Ah~! What the hell am I in the mood for?
Shokojo Seira. Haha.
Torturing myself aye?

Time to google Drop.
Missing Mizushima Hiro.
Then again, feel like googling for scans for Shokojo Seira.
Hahhahahha.

Note: Syaf, it does not match HanaDan's standards.

Anyways,
I'm sorry but I'll only be blogging about JDramas (and the dilemmas)
Since I don't do much anyways.

But after a long time,
I finally went cycling again.
With Nabilah, this morning.

So other then JDramas,
there wont be much of anything else.

Ah~!
I suddenly have the mood to the a blogskins.

Then again,
" Probably not! "
just came into my mind.
AH !!

Random Note: For every little thing, say thank you.

Gomen~!
Despite the title,
this was a not so

Hmm.. I think I'm over animes.

Uwaapffh.

2009-11-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

I don't know what my title is suppose to mean.
Try pronouncing it maybe.

Anyways,
watched Shokojo Seira against my greater judgement just now.
It's still airing, that's why.
But it's a good way to tame my habit so that I get SOME housechores done, neh?

As usual, like most JDramas,
it has loopholes and exaggerated fictional scenes..
but it's cute nonetheless.

Also, I wrote on my notebook some links I want to check out or dont want to forget.
But anyways, how long has it been?
1 week? 2 weeks?
Even so, my handwriting has gotten ugly !!

It's like.. it's like.. a boy's!
Haha. Sorry to be so stereotype.

Also, I love Shida Mirai.
I'm sure there's only one person in the world who knows my passion.
That's Syafikah, btw.
Anywhos, if given a choice, I'd really like to pursue the acting career.
However, I have yet to die and go to heaven.
Means that I am still on Earth.

I'm beating around the bush, aren't I? o(x.x)o

Shida Mirai is really, really something.
Her acting always makes me want to continue watching the drama.

As long as her role is not something like Nishikido Ryo's in Last Friends.
Hnn~! DV is a BIG no-no.
Even if it's Nishikido Ryo.
Man, that guy acts in shows that makes me tear.
[ 1 litre of tears, Niini no koto wa wasurenaide, Last Friends (in a " No! Don't do it! " manner) ]

But we're at the topic of Shida Mirai here.
Who's the same age as Yamada Ryosuke.
And birthdate one day after him.
Hahaha. It's a cool thing.

The YamaShi pair that acted together for Tantei Gakuen Q.

Okay, I'm rambling.

Anyways, after so long,
piccu~!

Shida Mirai

Heehee.

Anyways,
I just got off the phone with Zul.
Yes, PCCGgang.

The Zulhilmi.

Hahahah.

Who is whining a lot.
LOL o(^.^)o

Also, I realise something about me.
I'm not good with speaking.

Unless it's oral presentations or thereof.

But even with my friends,
I'll be very self-conscious.
I always worry if they'll get what I mean.
And I absolutely HATE silence moments.

I'll feel awkward.
To add on to my anxiety, I'll wonder if my friends feel awkward.

And then I'll think that they dont want to talk to me anymore
'cause they think I'm a very boring person for always keeping quiet.
When in truth, I'm just not a conversation starter.

I think that is partly because I don't really care about much.
Like I have issues with everything
but unlike most, I keep those issues I have with myself.
Therefore, I dont have any conversation topics.

Hmm..

Lately, my posts are thoughtful. Haha !

What's on my mind? Most unexpected.

2009-11-16T21:55:00.003+08:00

SURPRISINGLY,
This idiot is bored at home.
Sheesh.

I hate, hate, hate viikii !!
It's spoiling my day!

And I have an eye appointment tomorrow.

I hate going to the optician.
Well, in this case, eye clinic.
But I hate it nonetheless.
All it does is give me bad news and use up my mother's money.

Let me tell you.
Long eyelashes has its cons.
More cons than it does pros.

So why do people want them?
Vanity. Geez.

Oh and I also HATE the instrument used to data eye pressure.
Poof. Hnn~!
You wont know what I'm talking about unless you've been there.

Anywho, I'm overdosing on dramas !!
Yatta !!

And I cant wait for 2010 dramas already.
When I'm not done with 2009 ones yet. Haha !
Sho X Maki ... Hmm!

I'm also thinking of changing my blogskins.
But..

" probably not. "

Always comes into my mind.

O Levels is over and after a long time,
I finally feel this kind of boredom.

The kind where I dont feel worried about anything.
The kind where there's no major exam to worry about.

Woah! That's a huge load off my.. chest?
Shoulders! I prefer shoulders!
Although my mind keeps saying 'soldiers' instead.
Wonders. Haha.

Also, I feel like splurging.
Although, I'm not very rich to begin with.

Ooh!!
My stuff in my room is clean.
Uhn, my stuff. Heehee.

Maybe I should help that JCkid and that FINALyear sisters of mine.

But I'd rather run on the treadmill all day long first.
Hahahaha.
So many plans, aye?

Have to jot down everything.
I feel so carefree that I'm forgetting my want-to-dos
now that there's not much have-to-dos left.

*** HUGE HUGE HUGE SMILE ***

On a final note,
another reason for this carefree feeling..
I've fully embraced singlehood.
Yeay! Getting over someone gives you so much bliss.
Bliss you've never felt.

Oh but, getting over is not forgetting.
Getting over is dealing with wishful thinking.
Remember that.
And treat everything as a wonderful memory.

Except if it involves death and murder and killing and everything wrong.
Hahahahhah. But we're not in that topic, you see?

Dear Narimah,
Uhn, like FINALLY~ !
Haha(:
xoxo

Dull post since it's about my thoughts.. which are boring to you !

Excuses, excuses.

2009-11-06T20:22:00.002+08:00

It used to be:

" I'm temporarily neglecting this blog because the exams are near. "

And then it was:

" I'm temporarily neglecting this blog because it's the Os already. "

And now it is:

" I'm temporarily neglecting this blog because the holiday mood came
and it's about time I catch up with my JDramas. "

Oh wait.
Just three more papers before I can say the 'And now it is...' part.

Just for the record,
I'm in love with Glory of Family / Family's honor.
But there is no way I can watch it
except to wait for it to air.

And the one thing I'm horrible at
is being patient about my drama episodes.
( Psst. My whining's torturing my sisters! )

But I dislike viikii.
And the only way to watch that KDrama, eng subbed,
is through viikii.

Gah~!

Anyway, Aiba's 'My Girl' is really sweet.
It makes you want to see the relationship develop.
But that's near-last on my list because it's still airing.

Like I said, I'm very impatient about my drama episodes.

And I drama-deprived.
No, make it still-deprived-of-time-for-dramas.

Ooh. But I'm also slightly motivated to clean my room.
Like I said, time and time again to mum,
" After Os!! "

Anyways, I think guys should watch JDramas.
Oh, I don't mean be a fan(guy)
I mean get tips from JDramas.
The variety works too.

Those with little segments on how a guy should surprise a girl.

Maybe I should make it a dream to marry a scriptwriter.
Of Japanese romance dramas preferably.
Hahahahaha. Only if he's as romantic (and cute) as his work.

Big dreams, huh?

I love things that make me flail.

I know tomorrow is A.Maths Paper but...

2009-09-16T11:57:00.002+08:00

Nishikido Ryo makes me cry.

I'm too lazy to blog right now, but..

2009-09-16T09:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY,
NURUL SYAFIKAH BTE ZAINI
and
TAN HSIANG YI.

Gee, will post a proper dedication once exams are done.

With my sister and peter's birthday coming up soon,
now that's 4 presents. Hmm..

I backed out.

2009-09-08T11:30:00.003+08:00

I'll probably never get this chance again.
Even so, probably not anytime soon.

But doing so would be giving in to my wishful thinking right?
This oppurtunity is exactly what I dont need.
These things, thoughts, ideas, wants, hopes, wishes,
is exactly what I should be rid of.

Why now?

Maybe it's your way of proving me right.

*******************************

My sister says
" [Narimah], don't come out ah. "
And closes the door.
Hmm, curiousity.

Btw, Syafikah gave me an interesting article to read last night.
Oh and finally I know the difference between Jealousy and Envy.
Jealousy: Fear/Anxious etc. of losing something that you own.
Envy: The want to acquire or prevent others from acquiring something that you dont own.

Not that I was wondering much.

Today is slacking day. Tomorrow is studying day.
Hence, time for JDramas.
It helps get things out of my mind.
This feeling: I'm not running away if it isn't chasing me. It's called being ignorant.

Thank you.

Stars? Or everything like that..

2009-09-07T13:10:00.006+08:00

I think that I should really, really..
Forget certain things,
Eradicate certain thoughts,
Throw away certain ideas,
Erase certain wants,
Annihilate certain hopes.

For it is all wishful thinking.
Right?

Prove me right and not otherwise, please.

For I should very much really focus.

Ah. It's the exam period and I'm not studying.
We'll just see how things turn out.

I seriously think I wont be disappointed with my exam marks.
Not saying they'll be high. Otherwise, in fact.
Afterall, I so hope to be rid of these wishful thinking.

I have this sudden fascination for astronomy.
It's temporary but, I still want to go to one of those big museums
Like in J a p a n or something
where they have huge telescopes that let you view outer space.

I think that will be really romantic.
But I'd like to go alone.
I'd like to watch a movie alone too.
Haha. Right now, I disagree that two heads are better than one.

Get the hint?

I suddenly want to be left alone.
Although I miss talking to someone.
And he's just a friend(:

Oppurtunist in every way.

P.S. I LOVE the starting for Galileo: The Movie (JMovie)..
Although as mentioned there, LOVE is the epitome of illogical.
Haha. *Agrees!!* [Therefore it is a waste of time.]

And this song! ♥

2009-08-27T15:09:00.002+08:00

I'm tired.

Of confusion.
Of failing. Constantly.
Of having to put up an act.

I do care but you backed out.

I'm done here.

Everything has a meaning. Except fate and divine intervention XD

2009-08-19T18:14:00.005+08:00

To the person whom i said
" Your head ah! "
to this morning..

I shall not let you have the satisfactory of thinking
that you are one of the people i am envying. Haha.
In other words, I confess. You're right about what you said.

Now, now. There's no need to gloat.

Release of MT O'level results today for the rest of the Sec 4s.
Wasn't able to be there with them as they receive it.
Had to attend HMT class. o( -.-"')o

To those who got a B,
but you were aiming for an A..
be grateful.

To those who need to retake.
Just have a little bit of faith and keep praying.
You can always try harder.

To those who've achieved their targets or better,
CONGRATS!!

And here's something interesting someone said.

Me: Eh, how much you get?
XX: B4. *shaking head*
Me: Not bad what. I also get B4 last year.
XX: No good lah. 4 years I study only get B4 for what?
Me: I'm worse okay. Higher Mother Tongue summore.

Haha.

Had English Oral today also.
Easy topic, baybeh.
On climate change and helping others.
I was there asking for sympathy marks ah. Haha.

Picture and passage was on flooding.

Then waited for the rest at the back of the hall.
And since we couldn't have chem practical,
Ms Loke told Twenvin it'll be on Friday.
Then we all tricked Haoren saying that
we have to join Mrs Eng's class after oral.

Hahahahaha.

ChinWee lent me a book.
I'm scared I'll be too engrossed to do any other work.
Oh and he wanted me to read it
but at the same time, he was spoiling the story for me. -.-""

To him only:
It's a deal that if you get above B4 for English,
I'll blanja you.

Can't take it off you.

Talk about mix emotions.

2009-08-15T15:41:00.002+08:00

My previous post number was Nemu-naechan's PSLE aggregate score. Haha.

Aah! PSLE!
If only O' Levels was something compared to it.

Today, I hate blog-hopping.
Today. Haha!
Well, it made me irritated.

But anyways, nothing can beat the thing that made me happy this week.
It had something to do with the twig I pointed to Nabilah
on the way to RP yesterday.

But a lot of scary stuff too.
Well, fine!
Just one.
But it's enough for a long time.

Stay healthy, Syafikah!

I am really, really in the anti social mood.
Leave me be?

Except you! o(^.^)o

Peaceful, almost. I like it.

2009-07-26T23:51:00.005+08:00

Maybe I should change my template
to mark my s i x t e e n t h..

. . .

Then again, maybe not.

Thanks ya'all♥

4 more years to reach 160cm. Haha(:

This is me being a friend.

2009-07-24T20:10:00.002+08:00

I'm here if you ever need me.
But I dont push people to tell me what they dont want to.
You choose what to tell me base on how much you trust me.

My nose suddenly started running.
Haha. Funny or what, that sentence?
In order words, I suddenly have a runny nose.

I want to finish all my work by tomorrow.
I'm debating if I should go Library or something. Tomorrow.

But I want to go to an isolated place, please.
NO distractions at all. Sigh.
I suck at completing work. Urgh!
Distractions come too easy for me.

Went and bought bubble tea with Nabilah just now.
After so long(:
Note: after SOOOO long!

And then felt sleepy during the oral workshop. -.-""

I need somebody who has all the time in the world, to teach me.

Everyone else will have to settle for second place.

I'm jealous of some people's oppurtunities.

2009-07-23T22:22:00.005+08:00

Exhausted...

Apparently, it's the only week I can afford to type that.
Other times, I'd already be in bed by now.

Night study starts next term.
Such things, ah?
This already feels like the last term sehh.

Something got me demoralize all of a sudden.

I dont want to graduate.
I seek comfort in familiar places.

No, not that.
I dont know what the thing is either.

Out of randomness,
I'd indulge in narcissism
if only reality wasn't such a wuss.

Motivational talk today.
They said that if I want good grades,
"Don't wait for good grades to drop from the sky to you. Do something. "

But what do I do if I want miracles instead?

Haha.
I'm feeling very smart-mouthed right now.
Screw me lahh, can?

This post is all about randomness.

Will you still be yourself, and I, me?

Head over heels in the moment.

2009-07-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

This was a very eventful week.
Haha.

Even Faizah said to me:
"Yah, lately I realised that ... too"
riiight?(:

On a random note,
The pregnant lady have issues with me.
I'll just tolerate it.
Yups, most probably I have to shut up.

And I'm jealous of that person who got a retail therapy. Haha(:

Went -let's just call it- venturing
with Dayang and Faizah yesterday.
Went into some industrialized area..

Love the scenery lahh, can?
It would be really, really nice if our housing estate was like that.
Haha. weird.

Then we returned back to school to meet up with HsiangYi.
Waiting for Dayang at the basketball
(with HsiangYi and the Chinese boys from my class)

Faizah joined shortly after.
And they were speaking Chinese lahh
Then Faizah tried the "Yeah, I understand" trick
But dang, they're good at ignoring.
Haha.

Went to Pastamania after that.
But had bubble tea challenge with HsiangYi first.

I took one looong sip.
Then another looooong sip.
And then tears streamed down.
I know right. Huh? much.
Haha.

In the end, I WON yahh.
Woots.
I rock lahh.

I so rock I think I can take up Twen's challenge.
Even though I know he's only joking. Haha.

Btw, I think Syafikah and I are
really on par in terms of our thinking capability lahh.
Hahahahaahahahaha.

I'm sorry but I think you're just stupid.

The twig is cute.

2009-07-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

Haha.

Nabilah knows what I'm talking about.
So does a few other people who probably dont know that they know.
Haha. Make sense?

Anyways, today I had a rare feeling.
A rare and good feeling.
I used up all my free periods
-ephasize on the used up-
doing homeworks.

WOW right?
Haha.

Anyways, I'm very much happy.
Today and yesterday.
Rin-chan should know why.

Also, Nabilah is treating me bubble tea on Friday.
Yay! *Looks forward to it*

And I have to treat Dayang to Pastamania on Friday too.
...

Haha(:

Also, I hit my foot against something yesterday.
I'm not sure what.
And I thought it was like, just a small cut or something.
But hell, I was bleeding like shit, I shocked myself.
Haha. That keeps happening.
The 'shocked myself' part at least.

And dang, I think I'm wearing slipper tomorrow.
I'm walking while opp-'island-ing' my left foot.
If that's the correct term at least.
I think before that deep cut heals itself,
I'll sprain my left ankle, I tell ya.
Judging by the way I'm walking.

Anyways, on a whole other note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST MUMMY! ♥
Let's go shopping together. Haha.
random: I plan to buy mummy a house when I grow up(:
She wants a Kampung. o(O.0)o Haha(:

Today, everything is right(:

An old flame ALMOST rekindled.

2009-07-07T22:33:00.002+08:00

I did nothing lately.
Umm...
correction.

I did nothing worthy lately.

It feels like I've been wasting time.
A LOT.
And I like it.
And I know that it's not good.

But anyways..

three day long weekend just passed.
And I enjoyed it quite a lot.

Saturday,
I actually went to Sembawang park with the (literally) yellow duck.
Uh, the literally was meant for the yellow, not the duck. Haha.

Well, it was unplanned.
The original plan was to visit the head prefect who got himself injured badly.
All this to try out a new soccer stunt or whatever.
Guys.. Tsktsktsk. Haha.

But then some people cannot make it and all..
in the end, the yellow duck and I went by the seaside.
And chilled. Okay.

Sunday..
went to watch movie with Shahir, Airil, Natasha and Dayang.
Thanks Chin Wee and Israq..
for spoiling the show earlier -.-""
Thanks to you guys..
the impact that -censoredduetospoilerification- was not as drastic
as it could've been.

Haha.
All in all, it was fun.
It was worthy of my $8.

And I think Josh Duhamel is cute.
But I still like Ryan Renolds best.
Well, at least second to my Japanese Idols.
Haha.

I think I enjoyed myself most on YouthDay.
Went to the Da Vinci exhibition
with Rin-chan, Peter, ChengLip, ChuenJye,HsiangYi, XiaoLin, HuiYoke and Stella?
I dont know her name. Sry.
I could only guess since they were all talking Chinese.
Except Rin-chan.

Although, interrupting them going
"Yeah, I understand!" when I dont have a clue..
can be really, really fun.
Hahahahaha.

Well, the exhibition was cool.
Mona Lisa was cool.
Da Vinci was a total genius I'm wondering how many percent of his brain did he use?
Hahahahahha.

But I enjoyed the day.
Although I still dont understand Peter's randomness at the MRT station
when I talked to him in English..
and he replied in Chinese.
The confusing part was..
he had a sarcastic tone.
As though I spoke Malay to him.
Umm... okay...

Hahahaa.
Lately also, I've been typing long "Hahahaha"s to people on MSN.
All for the purpose of random thrills.

And my reception has been rather slow.
My brain reception I mean.
That's why Syafikah kept asking me
"You understand or not?"
Even after saying that I do.

Hahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhhahahahhahahahahhahahhaha.
Okay enough.

Invite me to your wedding eh? heehee(:

Saikou~!

2009-06-28T14:39:00.006+08:00

I LOVE the " You could've gotten a 24th victory! "

Haha. AtaDan lah, AtaDan.
That's what I'm talking about.
.:Sigh:. It's seriously asking for a more-than-once marathon.

I CANT WAIT for the Speacial~!
Well, I hope it will have one at least, where
Chisatocallsfuu"onii-san!"andShogetsa24thvictorywhichhedeservesafterwinning
"TheSaunaBattle"andkekkou?Maybe.Haha.

Haha.
Not the words that should be coming out from an O'Level candidate, yah?

How could you not love this show and its superfictional fancy special effects? Haha.
Finale really cracked me up.

Minna~
Golden Month is OVER desu.
OVER~! o(T.T)o

Good luck for Prelims AND especially O'Levels.♥

MaKai is LOVE♥

24th consecutive victory - ChiSho!

In love with Mukai-kun♥!

2009-06-18T20:09:00.003+08:00

I seriously think Osamu Mukai♥ is really, really cute! Haha.
Click to enlarge ^picture. It'll look better.

Oshareism!

Oh. And there was this interview with him on Oshareism!
and he went on a field trip.
That's the picture he took with the Alpaccas.
Haha. Kawaii~♥ neh!

Video
Translation
see also: Video

credit: yanie02 and nomanymore

Osamu Mukai♥ is chooooooo kawaii that I want to
bombard my blog with his pistures. Haha(:

Nothing beats fangirling!

Seto Koji

2009-06-18T15:15:00.001+08:00

5th brother of the Ohkura family in AtaDan. Haha.
Found this cute pic of him and just cant resist but to post.

Kyaah~!

Something new.

2009-06-18T00:07:00.015+08:00

This is weird.
No, seriously.

This is choooooooo henn! [SUPER WEIRD!]

Nangka neh,
I'm excited about Kamen Rider Kabuto.

o(O.0)o *shocksssss*
Haha. I seriously shock myself! No joke.

Why? What's with this weird interest?

As I mentioned, I'm obsessed with making lists.
So here's the list of reason. With pictures♥

TEN reasons for Narimah's weird interest in Kamen Rider Kabuto.

1) Apart from the tackyyy outfit *ehemms*, their plot actually isn't all that bad.. This is judging from the fact that I've watch the other kamen rider occasionally before o(O.0)o. It's just hard to make it realistic AND unique at the same time.

2) The main leading role goes to.. Mizushima Hiro♥!

3) Mizushima Hiro♥ from HanaKimi Japan is in it!

4) Mei-chan no Shitsuji's Shibata Rihito is in it. Acted, of course, by Mizushima Hiro♥!

5) The Soshi who I rooted for but did not win the girl in Zettai Kareshi, and acted by Mizushima Hiro♥ of course, is in it!

6)Kamen Rider Kabuto is actually Yamamoto Yusuke♥'s first drama!

7) The freaky cute aura guy from HanaKimi Japan, acted by Yamamoto Yusuke♥, is in it!

8) Masaru, the non-gay but women-phobic model who is the 4th son in AtaDan, acted by Yamamoto Yusuke♥, is in it!

9) There'll be MizushimaHiro♥ X YamamotoYusuke♥ scenes in it!! *wonders what episode that will be. sigh.*

10) Oh! Oh! And did I mention? Yamamoto Yusuke♥ and Mizushima Hiro♥ is in it!! *Squeals!(:*

This picture is so weird and wrong all over. Haha!(:

Yaryah!
I know it's really shallow of me to want to watch it because Mizushima Hiro♥ and Yamamoto Yusuke♥ is in it.

But woah!
I think I'll definitely be laughing at the thought of this throughout the entire show.

Oh, and because I'm in LOVE♥ with this guy, Mukai Osamu♥'s piccu is a must too!(:

Haha(:

JDrama is my drug. Fangirling is the best remedy.

mood: FanGirling

2009-06-17T01:01:00.004+08:00

I know, I know..
I'm spose to be s t u d y i n g.

But let's just take a few moments to F A N G I R L over AtaDan, kay?

**************************************************

I am DEFINITELY a ChiSho/MaKai fan!

even though I think ShoChi sounds easier on the tongue.
Cliche? Maybe.

Kawaii desho?(:

Haha.
Aah. Episode 10 aired tonight at Japan.
Make that yesterday since its past midnight.
Oh. Make that past 11, since Japan's time is 1 hr faster.

I WANT MORE ChiSho/MaKai moments.
Episode 8 is the BEST!
But cant expect too much since its a family drama):

The Ultimate AtaDan Commnity!(:

Haha(:

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Lately neh, my posts are not for Syafikah to read at all!
She probably isn't interested the least bit.

But that's what you get for being the frined of a JDrama addict. Haha.

Also lately neh, I have an obsession with making lists. Hmm..

Sigh. I need to study.

On an AtaDan expedition!

2009-06-15T19:15:00.005+08:00

Link
Cont.

Not for non-JDrama fans or JDrama-addicts who have yet to watch
Atashinchi no Danshi.

I love this webpage.
It's totally AtaDan love.
Watch out for: Screencap 4 &5; Screencap 8; Screencap 12&13;

Oh. And totally loaded with Mukai Osamu hotness. Haha.

AtaDan!
It's a real 'Oh-My Must Watch' for:

1) Its loaded with Ikemen
2) Cute Maki is the main
3) It's hilarious!

Compare

2009-06-15T18:54:00.004+08:00

VERSUS

Doesn't Yamamoto Yusuke and Ueda Tatsuya look alike?
.:Sigh:. What hotties.

Random post.

Atashinchi no Danshi is the new craze.

He's just not that into you.

2009-06-05T10:15:00.002+08:00

Urgh!
The wrong mood for the wrong season. A g a i n.

Why does it have to be the hols now?
No. Why do I have to feel this way now?

I want to go home!!
Wait, that's where I am and I ain't liking it much.
Oh wait. Maybe this is a really good time for the hols.
As long as I don't have to go to school.
One more week 'till that happens):

Right.
There's really no point to this post, aye?
Fine. I'll make a point.

This hols, I'm going to climb MY mount E v e r e s t.
In other words, I'll make sure I'm progressing in my A.Maths.

The hols is also a good time to be alone, agree?
Singlehood is the best, darling. Haha.
Well, there's minimum link(:

I'm going to study later. A l o n e.
I'll do that everytime I have no class from now on.

Guys, we cant just keep having fun.
Once in a while, okay?

And once in a while, I have to study with Syafikah [theGENIUS] too.
HAHA. I know she doesn't like people to think that.

I had a dream. And you were in it.

Or whatever.

2009-05-29T20:46:00.007+08:00

I'm not bragging.
No wait, that's not the word.

I'm not gloating.
Yeah,that's better.

I'm not gloating.
I'm seriously not gloating.
But I think my j u n i o r s have a brighter future than I do.

Gosh, when you look at them (and their exam results)
You have this ' b r i g h t f u t u r e ' image for them.

I H A T E my exam results.
Sucks to the fucking core.
Bloody damn asses.
Screw those crap of a bull papers ah.

Okay, enough.

I have a lot to complain about.
but not now, okay?

I'll post my bloody fucking results for sadistic morons to feel much better about themselves some other time.
Because I seriously forgot my E.Maths score.
Like totally.

Anyway, what's with this fucking post?
It has too much vulgarities.
URGH!

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My English results shocked me.
I'm actually doing better at my comprehension than I am for my composition.
And it's not because I wrote the wrong question number.

It's because I keep writing out of point.
The same ~~bloody~~ ~~fucking~~ thing happened during common test this year too.
Whathell is wrong?

I forgot my E. Maths results.
But I think I just passed.
Like the other subjects.

I need to improve my E.maths
and NOT let it deteriorate anymore.

Combined sciences is another b o r d e r l i n e p a s s.
I think.
Oh god! I'm too complacent.
I need to score high for my Physics again.
And work for even better Chemistry marks.

I wish I can excel in Malay.
Sure I find it boring.
But it is my Mother Tongue.
It's depressing when I'm the lowest in class all the time.
And the second lowest is W A Y ahead of me.

- Crap! That reminded me of a joke. Haha. -

If I pass History, I'll fail social studies.
If I pass social studies, I'll fail History.

Last year, I kept passing History and never passed S.S.
I passed S.S. during common test, but failed History.
Now, I passed History but failed S.S.

Urgh! Bloody frustrating.

A.Maths is my everest.
I'm working on it, Mr Chong.
I plan to at least pass A.Maths during my O's.
I'll try my best to make you [And Syafikah!!] proud.
Ganbarimasu!

Sigh!
This is depressing.
I'm waiting for the days I can take long breaks at home.
Without my dear parents to nag, of course.
Oh when the hell is O level going to be over?

I'm crazy for somebody. Shh!XD

Painted Nails look so pretty.

2009-05-21T16:30:00.003+08:00

I just finished watching season 2 of Gossip Girl.
Oh, I LOVE this feeling.

Its this feeling that I had when I was Sec 3.
In fact, this feeling that I've had since I was able to think for myself.
I've had this feeling all my life except this year.
And today, I have this feeling with me all over again.

I FINALLY feel like I dont have a care in the world!

When was the last time I had a marathon of episodes?

Like maybe last December?!

Oh thank you god!
I am feeling absolutely enlightened or something like that.

And I am cherishing every minute I have just staying at home and relaxing.
Because if there's one thing I do best, it's relaxing.
So I will not go out unless it's a special occasion.
I will be too busy being lazy or restricted.

The latter applies mainly if its a special occasion.

AndIcantwaitforthenextseasonofGossipGirlbecauseIwanttoknowwhat'supwithScottand
Iknowit'sonlyforliketensecondsbutIthinkhelookslikeAdamLambert,ifthatishowyouspell
hisname.AndChuckandBlairlookssoOhMyGodcutetogether.LikeFinally,I'dsay.Anyway,
thisisjustrandombabbling.

Aah~!

So tomorrow will be Fringe.
Or Supernatural.

Hmm..
Am I up for some wacky cool scientifically gross mysteries.
Or some, two in fact, ass-kicking hot guys who might as well be sex-gods?

I guess since the sentence describing Supernatural is longer..
Supernatural wins than. -.-""

Or we'll, I mean I'll, just see my mood for tomorrow.

Oh right.
I'm skipping school tomorrow.
For the good love of two "sex-gods".

Oh I feel young again.
Well, at least not sec 4(:

O's is totally cramping my style.

Filler.

2009-05-20T15:41:00.002+08:00

Exams are over.
And guess what?

I don't have the least bit enthusiastic feeling left in me.
I'll ask mum if I can skip school this Friday.
4-days long weekend is a NEED!

So why the crap am I blogging?

NABILAH, IF BY ANY CHANCE YOU'RE READING THIS,
I WANT TO WALK HOME WITH YOU.
OR AT LEAST WALK YOU SOMEWHERE.
YOUR AURA IS VERY MUCH NEEDED NOW!

Oh my god!
I was about to pour out my emotions.
I never do that.
Eww, awkward.

gaah.

Step Down Ceremonies

2009-04-19T14:08:00.015+08:00

Friday marks the end of a lot of things for us Sec 4s.

It was the:
1) Prefect's Investiture

2) Red Cross Passing Out Parade

3) NCDCC Passing Out Parade

Well, obviously, this post is mainly on number 3.

Since the first 2 didn't really affect me much.

I'd say, "Like FINALLY~!" NCDCC is over.

But heck, I sure am gonna miss the cheap thrills, the ponteng, the rebellions and the teases among us.

Yo!

Me and Shad

Syaf, Shak and I

Shak, Me and Shad

Okay, I realised that the three other Sec 4 CD girls apart from all starts with

" Sha/Sya - " Woah!

Secret Meeting

We were suppose to be rehearsing for the parade.
Well, we did. For 5-10 mins.
And then it was suppose-to-be-5-but-turned-out-15 min break.

Glenn

Twenvin

Matin

Slacking off instead of rehearsing.

Matin's Boots

One of his heels is broken.
It's like a woman's high heels, where one side is broken.
Except they're boots.
And later on, the other side was breaking too. LOLS
And it left behind a trail of black sngey thingy. HAHAHA!!

Like finally, we're practising.

The actual parade.

Only one pick since mainly videos and weird angle.
And here, WO Aidil giving his speech.
I quite like it.
It has that honesty and sincerity in it.

Group Photo

Here, HaoRen and Twenvin are promoting Glenn.
If you look at the top left.
And below.
The rest of the Sec 4 boys joins in.
I was zooming in my camera when I spotted this.
Hilarious!

Waiting for "buffet"

Wind effect!

Umm, I had the intention to type
"Peter flapping his wing"
as heading. HAHA.
Here: I wanted to take Glenn, Twenvin and Peter's picture.
Except, a certain someone sitting in front of me was disturbing.

Unsuccessful.

Third Attempt!

Success!

Not bad...

And the culprit was...

A Horse.

Haha.

Somehow, I like this picture.

SGT Yong's rank is like, glowing, neh?

Our passing out certificates!

A more wacky picture.
CDRCCDCD.
Syaf, Faizah, Me, Shak and a dustbin.
Totally unnecessary.

*Click* Snapped!

Our CLTs and whatnot.
Jin Hui, Syahir and Yong Da

Camwhoring

Okay, I dont like that word.
It has 'whore' in it.

Camshots
Faizah's pathetic act cute face. Which she might just kill me for posting this.
In my defence:
Cute perrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
More Camshots Look at Shak's Face!!

Syaf, Mr Chua, Shak, Me.

Homeward bound.
Uhh.. bbt bound more like.Tadaa~!

I'm sorry if the picture's all wrong.
But you see, I'm using internet rather than my usual firefox.

Anw, PassingOutParade (POP) was fun.
And sad in a way.
It's the last time I'll get to see them this smartly attired.

I'm so not looking forward to graduating.
I'll miss them.

Btw, Nabilah was really nice this Thursday.
Or was it Wednesday.
She cheered me up for some reason.
I was being gloomy and depressing about eff-ing chem results which I'll never pass..
as much effort I did to study.
And she managed to cheer me up in a weird way.
Her aura, maybe?
Note to self: Blanja Nabilah Swensens, or Pastamania, Or Pizza Hut.
Or anything she chose.

This week is full of saad, emotic moments.
Woah.

FC: We look at each other like a long time ago,
we were friends.
Like lost friendship.

I wonder why when, as familiar as you look,
I dont know you. I think.

But the look we give each other, saddens me.
Am I to give the same look to my friends
10 years down the road later?

Love Letter To Japan

2009-03-25T19:06:00.002+08:00

Love Letter To Japan
The Bird and The Bee

From the west to the east I have flown to be near you
I have come all this way to be close, to be here with you
And now, all my heart I will lay down precisely at your feet

My beloved, oh my sweet
All the gifts you have given me
The patience and the peace,
Cherry blossoms and the candy,
I am yours, I am yours
For as long, for as long as you will have me

Dearest one, I had a dream
I mouthed the words,
The sound came out,
I spoke to you in Japanese
Oh, my love I cannot see, I heard your name
I know at once there was no place I'd rather be
All at once there was no place that I would rather be

From the west to the east I have flown to be near you
I have come all this way to be close, to be here with you
And now, all my heart I will lay down precisely at your feet

My beloved, oh my sweet
All the gifts you have given me
The patience and the peace,
Cherry blossoms and the candy,
I am yours, I am yours
For as long, for as long as you will have me

I packed my bag, I'm on my way
I am prepared for any season
I am prepared to stay
Here is my heart, my beating heart
Oh, how I'm longing for this love affair to start
How I'm longing for this love affair to finally start

From the west to the east I have flown to be near you
I have come all this way to be close, to be here with you
And now, all my heart I will lay down precisely at your feet

My beloved, oh my sweet
All the gifts you have given me
The patience and the peace,
Cherry blossoms and the candy,
I am yours, I am yours
For as long, for as long as you will have me

[... Japanese ...]

From the west to the east I have flown to be near you
I have come all this way to be close, to be here with you
And now, all my heart I will lay down precisely at your feet

My beloved, oh my sweet
All the gifts you have given me
The patience and the peace,
Cherry blossoms and the candy,
I am yours, I am yours
For as long, for as long as you will have me

I'd like to sing this song everywhere I go
like how Syafikah does.
But I just dont have a nice voice.
This song is uberKAWAII!

aHAHA! Random!

2009-03-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

Even though I know it's not true,
I always think that the word " diligent "
is the opposite of the word " intelligent "

...

ii e,
it's more to..
diligent should have been the more polite form
of the opposite of intelligent, no?

Sorry for the randomness.

Random

2009-03-07T22:55:00.003+08:00

Adekk - fun. ♥! says:
ada any homework tk ?

優花 NarimaH Ninomiya Kazunari is LOVE! says:
melayu..

優花 NarimaH Ninomiya Kazunari is LOVE! says:
that's it.

優花 NarimaH Ninomiya Kazunari is LOVE! says:
make sure buat tau..

優花 NarimaH Ninomiya Kazunari is LOVE! says:
suratkhabar..

優花 NarimaH Ninomiya Kazunari is LOVE! says:
bahagian 2 cerpen realitiku..

Adekk - fun. ♥! says:
??

優花 NarimaH Ninomiya Kazunari is LOVE! says:
ringkaskan + 15 kosa kata..

Adekk - fun. ♥! says:
huh? aku mana sama kelas dgn kau

優花 NarimaH Ninomiya Kazunari is LOVE! says:
hahahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahhaahhahahahahahahahhahahaha

Lately, I LOVE♥ being random.
Haha. It's a hell lot of fun lahh!!
And you definitely distress.

The key is to embarass yourself.
Hahahh. Doesn't have to be public lahh..

Just go crazy in front of the camera
or something. Even if its by yourself.

And Syaf, I want that
" Jogging a round with CD "
video also.

Hahahh!! Say " YEA~H!! "

P.S.: Malay students who are in my class.. Please dont believe this.
I made it up for the sole purpose of getting this reaction from Dayang.

Gaa~! Gaa~!

Roarr XD

2009-02-01T00:39:00.003+08:00

SOY cosfest today.

Sec 4 life requires nothing but hitting the books.

~~Found my handphone and my contacts.~~

Also, I'D LIKE TO USE THE ~~EXCUSE~~ SAYING:

" MY PREPAID IS LOW AND I DONT HAVE THE INTENTION TO TOP UP ANYTIME SOON" !!

Unless it's important.

So dont take it to heart, okay?

Nothing to do with anything:
My future love-of-my-life is someone who can deal with my PMS
cos darn, I sure PMS like a ~~bitch~~.

Only those who will get it, will get it.

Where am I?

2009-01-11T13:16:00.004+08:00

Pondering life's "Just because" questions:

WHY?'s and WHY NOT?'s

Oh what the hell?!

ANNOUNCEMENT!

2008-12-25T14:13:00.013+08:00

I LOST MY ~~FREAKING~~ HANDPHONE OKAY?
DEAL WITH IT!

Somebody's got issues.

MovieMania

2008-12-19T11:19:00.004+08:00

Uwaah~!
250th Post!

Also, watched Twilight yesterday.

Wanted to put the movie ending picture.
But cant seem to find it):

Anyways, thanks Onae-chan for blanja-ing♥
And Thanks for the MacBreakfast too.♥

I remember my class going crazy about it before school ended.
Okay, so maybe just majority of the girls.
But I know I didn't wanna read it.
Especially since the movie was coming out soon after.
Didn't wanna overrate it, ya know?

So I was at the movies yesterday.
And I had this urge to whisper to my sister
" He is soo gorgeous "
Throughout the movie.

Well, he is.
Robert Pattison, I mean.
As Cedric Diggory too!

And at that, I think I irritated my sister a bit.
Warii, nah.

And I love Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging.
The movie AND The official Soundtrack.

By request,
I'm gonna make my sister a " I ♥ Stiff Dylans " T-Shirt for her birthday.
Amongst other things.
And two more for me and ShiHo-naechan.
Haha.

So now what?

EOYCosfest 2008

2008-12-16T11:52:00.007+08:00

Waah~!
Went to Singapore Expo last Saturday, 13 Dec
ShiHo-naesama one of the helpers there.
But I had to pay for ntrance):

Anyways, was suppose to go to ticketing counter but..
we were kindda lost.
We saw these cosplayers crowding around the coffee bean
but we still miss the ticketing counter.
hahahh..
confuuu-sing!

Anyways, pictures pictures pictures.
Pretty pictures at that.

Cloud & Tifa... using ATM?
Cant help it but to take this.
Ohmigosh.
I wonder what the ppl queing up behind them are thinking.
Hahahh.

Dolfies

Warming up the camera skills on dools first.
Unlike humans, dolls have al the time in the world to pose.

Kakkoi nahh..
I have no clue as to what anime they're from.
Nonetheless, their costumes are cool, aye?

Rorouni Kenshin
my sister went "Catch him! Ask him for photo!!"
And that's when we began stalking cosplayers.
Ah, the stalking stopped once we've gotten the picture, though.

Sakura X Syaoran
One Sakura just ain't enough, huh?

-Insert heading here-
They look nice but.. who are they as?

SMILE(:
My fav! Arent they just cute?
I asked one of them for a photo.
He called his friend..
and his friend was like
" Huh? " *Turns head right and left in quick motion*
LOLs

Competixion~
Most of the competition pictures are blurry.
So I shan't put them. Except this.
It was so hard for her to walk around in.
She couldnt go upstage to collect her prize.
they sent it to her..
muahahahahahhh..

Noah's
Impressive.
Though I dont follow with D.Gray man much anymore.
It's too long.*Fuwahh*

Random
Shizuka(?) and Vocaloid
Hmm.. I wonder who the white-and-blue is.

Rin Sohma-sama
My sister loves her.
She requested for this pose.
Pretty pretty.

Zero
This guy looks so cute.
Either that or the more befitting term is cool.
But he looks nice!
With his scarf and helmet all.

Bang!
Ouch?

Cuties!
Save the alomost best for almost last!
And after cuties comes

UBER Cuties!
Fuwaaaa~!
The boy was standing and when I wanted to snap,
He started to roll over.
Uber cute~!

That's it.
Not really.
There's like more on my sis's handphone.
And some on mine Which I never put.
I'll edit later.
The pretty pictures still at ShiHo-naechan's keitei.

Adieu!

Spiteful

2008-12-05T11:47:00.002+08:00

Haven't been blogging for ermm..
days.
Haha. fine. weeks.

I'd like to meet up with Nabilah soon.
Oh, I meant, Nab-one-lahh
- or so insist my sister -

No, darl. Not 'cos I miss you.
Simply 'cos I've been rather spiteful lately.
To anyone and everyone.
Including my sisters):
So I need to lash out all my spitefulness at Nabilah
Then I'm back to normal.
Muahahahahahahahaha!

And that will only allow her an excuse to not go out with me.

I'm bored. bored. bored.
And still loaded with homeworks.
Well, at least I'm not leaving them 'till last minute
like I always do.

And on something that has nothing to do with anything,
I'm getting blind.
Well, at least my eyesight is horribly getting worse.
Urgh! Everytime I surt Mozilla,
I'll have to press Ctrl and 2 +es
at times, three.

So please, people.
Don't have superduperuber small fonts at your websites and such.

I'll go blind.

And my eye appointment's not 'till Jan next yr):

And I'm not bothering much about online stuff anymore.
Like MSN and friendster.
And I'm not interested in having a facebook account.
So, stop sending crap invitation e-mails.
Of which, I do still check my hotmail and gmail.
So there's a way to contact me.

I'm going old-fashioned.
New communicating sites and such are tiring and time consuming.

Well, it's just my opinion.
No need to agree.

And of course, my blog template is gonna stay like this 'till eternity.
Well, at least 'till my mood comes back.

BOO!(:

BOO!

2008-10-18T15:40:00.004+08:00

I've gotten somewhat loads of saying about my non-update thingy.
Well let's just say,

I HARDYLY can be bothered.

Good god!
I just have nothing to post.
No wait. Maybe I do.

It's just the lack of will.

Anyway, school's a bore.
I'm flunking everythin, including English.
The HORROR! I know.

I've gotten two F9s, approximately four C6s and one B3.
So let us not speak of the miseries.

Anyway, mundane is the best adjective for the present.
As in now, present. And not a present, present.
GAHH~!

So blahblahblah,
had class raya outing yesterday.
And blahblahblah again.

Hopefully, someone will update class blog.
So you dont have to read all about it here.

The holiday mood came too soon, I must say.
I still have two weeks of school.
Even so, I need the mood for the - intensive studying - I was planning.
Seeing as to the miseries I've gotten.

Also, speaking of which,
I am not - the e word - or else - the J word -
I think.

Aah. I've lost my flair for writing.
That is, if I even had one.
I need storybooks.
Reading does help.

Otherwise, a better alternative,
watch Dramas.

Okay, no mood to actually highligh-colour-edit so woah lahh.

Bob and Judith hooked up.

Syafikah is enough to be the reason(:

2008-09-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

Lately, I've been really pissed about somethingsomething.
So that's why the hiatus.

But now, the only reason I'm dropping by from my hiatus is..

SYAFIKAH~!

Note: Dropping By!

I've been meaning to post this post for a couple of days now.
07 to be exact.
So, one of my dearest friend, I shall dedicate this post to you as intended so from the very beginning.

Firstly, HAPPY SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY!
I'm sorry it came s u p e r l a t e .
But since all that counts is the thought, no presents then I guess. HAHA.
But await something for Hari Raya? Maybe.

Being the good girl (correction: too-loved-by-her-parents girl)
I wasn't able to celebrate your birthday with you.
Or do anything special at the very least.
I'm sorry. I'll make up to you the moment I get my f r e e d o m .

So, you kindda have to wait till I get married? Haha.

Miss Nurul Syafikah Binte Zaini
I'm sure you'd be honoured to actually know that you are among my very small group of trusted friends.
And you happen to know the reason behind my late depressants. o(T.T)o
Out of only 05 people.
And that I actually can't keep a freaking secret from you.
( This is where you feel super honoured and declare your love for me. 0(^.^)o)

About that, thank you.
I'm being very unreasonable about myself.
I mean, I'm not usually like this am I?
You didn't expect me to be like this, did you?

Okay, seeing as to our three years of friendship is really strong, maybe you did.

And future Miss Divorce Lawyer, this is a learning step for me.
Yours Truly, future Miss Psychologist.
Bear with it, dear.

Speaking of which, if any of your future clients need to see a psychologist
( due to major heartbreak or somethingsomething )
Recommend me, yaww?

Btw, personal question, how sweet is sweet?

Maybe; And the White Flag's raised.

I'mma busybusy woman(:

2008-09-04T09:17:00.002+08:00

Its the FASTING MONTH~!!

JOYS!

A brilliant way to get my tolerance level back up.
Especially since its the hols too.

I'm really hyper now~
Although I've yet to bath.

So anywayts, this hols is brilliant.
I haven't stepped out of the house unless to go to the shop.
YAYness! What a great daughter I am!

That's not the point.
YAYness! No School on a Holiday; is more like it.
Now, THIS is a holiday.

And just so you know,
I dont have the mood to blog lately.
As interesting as everything is.

From retarded school days to be yourself day to teacher's day
Heck, check the class blog when its updated for official events.

And so, this indifference has lead to:

HIATUS!!

Until next time.

I wish not, to bother about these things labelled mediocre.

2008-08-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

I feel like I'm turning into a normal earthling.
I've always been aberrant.
I wish not, to change now.

o.O Ooh.
I'm enjoying Shakespeare language.
Indirectly.

Tomorrow's a holiday.
Yayness~!

How long has it been since I used that?

I'm going to edit my links soon.
I'm pissed with private blogs.
10 days, counting.

I've yet to bath.

So anyways.
I miss JEfandom-ing.
Not like I don't do that in school anymore.

But I miss watching JDramas.
And Animes.

I have yet to finish watching Gokusen.
Oh dear, no!
And Zettai Kareshi too.
And Zero no Tsukaima.

I miss that. Zero no Tsukaima, I mean.
Have I finished watching the second season?
And I'm already watching the third.

Blame it on Animania.
Ooh. That does make me wonder.
Did Arts Central even play season 1 and 2?

They're being ridiculous.
Airing Zero no Tsukaima III just because its " the same week telecast "
Season one and two is important too.
- I think -

At least they were major funn.

I'd honestly better bath now.
Mummy's gonna lecture and nag and nag and lecture
if she finds out that I'm only bathing NOW!

Beep Beep.

Good god!

2008-08-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

I have the most awkward feeling ever.

I've been sleeping a lot at home.
Probably because there's nothing better to do except go online.
And I dont want to be online 24/7 again.
Then I wonder " Do I not have homework? "
And then I realise that..
I dont.

Now, why?

Because I havent been coming to school.
At least, I have been missing classes.
And teachers have not been giving homeworks.
either that or, I couldn't be bothered to do them.

But seeing as to the amount of time in my hands..
as stupid as it sounds
I'd like some homework to fill my time please?

...

On second thought, going home
and sleeping my afternoons away
Isn't such a bad idea.

I think that today will be the one ( and probably only ) time that
I'm proud of NCDCC.
Probably, maybe.

But I think today's parade ended too early.

And my class was retarded.
We were suppose to read articles about our prominent leaders
but since there was hardly any teacher..
we shifted the tables aside and played a game.
They, to be precise.
some of us just prefer to watch.

And our neighbour, the Aspirers, were wondering why we were so excited to read about our prominent leaders.
They have no idea.

Then was hall activities.
And it was these times that I wish I was sitting with 02Achieve'07
With Syafikah, Haley, Yais, Nabilah, Ina and Jessica they all.
Hah. I mentioned you, freak!
Because with these people,
they'd actually holler out the songs.

I wouldn't want to do that all alone.
And I love singing out past National Songs.

Dismissal time, it was raining.
Spoiling the whole idea of going to the street soccer court and basically,
playing soccer.
So 03Achievers ended up doing so at Airil's void deck.

And no, we did NOT get into trouble Ms Loke.

Screaming is probably a girl's strategy against guys(:

Now what?

FInally. Finale.

2008-07-31T20:42:00.004+08:00

It's FINALLY NEfestival yesterday.
It's FINALLY PITCH'08 competition just now.
It's FINALLY the day where I've had it.

Thanks Dayang: For being there. (And I'd like to see the pic you took of the sleeping beauty in class. HAHA.)
Thanks Natasha: For lending me a shoulder.
Thanks Faizah: For trying to comfort me. (And doing that something in attempt to help me get something but in vain. haha. secret, nyah?)

and ESPECIALLY thanks to HaoRen:
For being the poor victim of my venting of frustration. and for not complaining on my invasion of territory during chem lesson.

NEfestival yesterday was fun.
~~I don't enjoy the sharing experience + storytelling part though.~~
( Storytelling, maybe. Only due to Faizah, if so. )

But after all that, joining girlfriends + all other 3 achieve student audience was FUN.
we crapped a lot and its not as boring as a formal event ought to be.
And ooh. something totally freaked me out.
Only girlfriend 1 and 4 knows about it.

And today, had to do numerous number of storytelling again.
But the sec 3 companion me and faizah got was superb.
They were playing congkak and all..
And sec 3s actually did the goat story.
Unlike sec 1s and 2s.

Don't think you mature already just by being in Secondary school, ah.
Want to grow so old very fast for what?
If you think that something fun is immature
and not being sporting enough to cooperate is mature
then, you're freaking immature.

And had the Pitch'08 competition just now.
Wow. Totally ad-libbed.
Oh well, whathell?!

Main Event

Had the last ever farewell party for MS. LAI as evgss students.
It was super sad when she gave the speech.
And I'm so honoured that Ms. Lai remembered what I wrote!

What I Wrote:

Every meeting is the beginning of a separation.

What She Said (EXACT WORDS!!):

With meetings, there's seperations. But there's also reunions.

When she said that, it started trickling down already.
And when we all stood up to greet her " Thank You " for the Last time EVER
My eyes were already drenched.

Oh god. Just remembering it can bring me to tears.
And I greeted with hardly a sound coming out from my mouth.
Squeak.

I'm glad we're still able to keep in touch.

After that, we went to the hall and sang songs for Ms. Lai.
Just for memories sake.

We even had group photos:

Girls informal.
Boys act cute.
Boys Emo.
All informal.
All emo.
All step kena scolded by Ms. Lai.
Girls emo.
Girls and Ms Lai.

Will post in blog upon receiving.

somehow, there's something wrong with my english today.

I'd like one, please?

Post no. 241: Happy Birthday to Me.

2008-07-26T16:39:00.008+08:00

I'm not officially fifteen until about 1900 hours
- I think -

I like this kind of birthdays.
One where nothing super special happens just cos it's my birthday.

So let's forget that it's my birthday for now.

I feel totally relaxed today.

This feeling is veryvery weird.

And today, I need to get things organized.

I should run more.
And practice for my 2.4 km run next week.

I should do more assessments.
I should learn time management.

I should stop writing " I should-s " and " I want-s "
just because they look pretty one on top of another.

I like the watch ShiHo-naechan lent me.
Pretty pretty.

Okay, now is over.

Thanks Japheth: for being the first one to wish me happy birthday.
3 mins in advance and 3 mins later again.
Thanks meSz-naechan: for being the second to wish me verbally.
Thanks Rin-chan: for being the third to wish me at 00.01 hours today
Thanks meSz-naechan: for the birthday sms again
Thanks Japheth: for the birthday wish on MSN again
Thanks Onae-chan: for wishing me happy birthday verbally.
Thanks Nemu-naechan: for the birthday wish at the whiteboard. (It looks like your handwriting.)
Thanks Dayang: for the birthday sms
Thanks Syafikah: for the birthday sms that woke me up from my second sleep. HAHA.
Thanks Ms Lai: for the birthday wish on 03Achieve'08 tagboard.
Thanks ShiHo-naechan: for the verbal birthday wish.
Thanks Derek: for the birthday wish even though we just met. haha.
Thanks Faizah: for the birthday wish through Syafikah.
Thanks Faizah: for the birthday wish on MSN again.
Thanks Nurain: for the birthday wish on friendster

Thanks guys. Thank you LOADS.

Should I?

I feel the lack of time.

2008-07-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

Ah! Crap!

I was sort-of in a good mood until a minute ago.
Make that ten.

*Sighsighsighsighsigh*

I'm sorry to be sighing a lot after not posting for, um, a week?

-Checkingcheckingchecking-

Oh, so it was 6 days ago.
Still a week, right?

I got lectured by Ms. Loke that day.
I knew it was because of that!
I've been a good girl in class, you see.
I did all my homework, handed them in, paid attention, refrain from speaking and ask questions.
What would be a better student to have?

Well, one that actually passes her exams and tests too, actually.

In conclusion,
I got lectured for performing 65% below expectations.

Like A a a a h h ~ ? ! !

The zoo is a fun place to be. lols.

We now have about 6 animals in our class.
Oh, including the big sheep, Dayang, that's 7(:

I didn't say I liked it.
I didn't say I didn't like it.
You not knowing proves how much you don't know me.

I want that cute $48 school bag I saw at Bukit Panjang Plaza.
I want an mp3 that has 8 GB, pls.
I want a sony ericsson phone with large memory space too.
I want Ms. Lai to continue teaching me until I graduate from evgss.
I want to be able to catch up on JDramas and Animes.
I want a clear mind and a good mood.
I want a camera that has high megapixels

And lotslots more.
But I know all of this is hardly achievable on my own in this teenage lifetime.

I think that I want to walk home with Nabilah more.

Reading this, she's probably thinking:

"who wants to walk home with this freak?"

...

How long ago has it been since I treated you to bubble tea, I wonder.
( And now she can't wait to walk home with the freak! )

Reply in blog.

Ms. Lai is leaving.
Rumors on Ms. Loke leaving too.
I don't want two great mentors to leave around the same time.

Every meeting is the beginning of a seperation.

Congrats to the genius who made that up.
For being such a genius, that is.
But it didn't help comfort reality.
Not to me at least.

I'd like to know yet at the same time, I'd like not to.